
era
I looked the past in the eyes / And it blinked first! / / I danced / I laughed / Bare-feet through the most ordinary things… / A wild caress / I cheated tricks life threw @ me / Never gave in to futile comfort-shelters / And I danced / And I laughed / My own gift fallen with the rain / A tender fight / My lips on the fountain of hope / Wind-blown, my hair still smells like summer. / / *** / http://erahajdari.weebly.com/blog.html
My to-do list is getting too long
He says he wants to show me the world
He looks like he's been places
But I feel there's so many places inside me I haven't felt on
How am I to wander around, out of fear of getting lost?
How am I to glimpse outside for seeing inside
My memory echoes still, fear of being full of empty
How far does life extend?
Where do I begin, where do I end?
Sometimes the hand of a friend, feels the realest that can be
Sometimes all's a blur, empty memory.
How can I stay still, when everything turns around my equilibrium?
Reckless with my bills, reckless with my time
I have to stop smoking, seelping in and all-day sitting
They tell me I need to do. I tell them I need to be
Feel the motor inside
Draw on clouds and remenising
Put one song on repeat for days
lose track of time recklessly
Tomorrow's restless, Let me revolve around today
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 5:59 AM UTC
there is enough treachery, hatred violence absurdity in the average
human being to supply any given army on any given day
and the best at ****** are those who preach against it
and the best at hate are those who preach love
and the best at war finally are those who preach peace
those who preach god, need god
those who preach peace do not have peace
those who preach peace do not have love
beware the preachers
beware the knowers
beware those who are always reading books
beware those who either detest poverty
or are proud of it
beware those quick to praise
for they need praise in return
beware those who are quick to censor
they are afraid of what they do not know
beware those who seek constant crowds for
they are nothing alone
beware the average man the average woman
beware their love, their love is average
seeks average
but there is genius in their hatred
there is enough genius in their hatred to **** you
to **** anybody
not wanting solitude
not understanding solitude
they will attempt to destroy anything
that differs from their own
not being able to create art
they will not understand art
they will consider their failure as creators
only as a failure of the world
not being able to love fully
they will believe your love incomplete
and then they will hate you
and their hatred will be perfect
like a shining diamond
like a knife
like a mountain
like a tiger
like hemlock
their finest art
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 5:20 AM UTC
° /sshharp/
° You, sharppened your knives
° Bullets ready, what's the point?
° Arrows pointing back like boomerangs
° **** words darting hollow places
° Me, framed in zebra circles
° You, lost between these pointless races
Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 9:36 AM UTC
I wanted to fall asleep immediately
So I could hold on to the sound of your voice
Float on its timbre
And let your english envelop me like a foreign language
This aberrant dialect.
Every letter wrapping me in its cursive like a warm blanket as I try to commit these strange sounds to memory, because a sentence has NEVER made my face soo flush
OR made me feel the way my soul feels barefoot center stage.
That last breath before blackout.
The feeling in my chest as the curtains rise...
Honest
Childish
Your word choice
I wanted to fall asleep immediately when we got off the phone so I wouldnt miss that flight to you in my dreams!
Where the night doesn't end...
I hadn't taken off my earrings
Or my necklace or my glasses
I hadn't tied my hair
Or brushed my teeth
I didnt say my prayers!! I, I wanted to fall asleep immediately so I could pretend that you were
THERE.
Ya know?
Holding me at heart-beat's length
Telling me to keep talking cause
my voice is so mellifluous.
my silly rambling is a lullaby.
Sweet, melodic
Pleasant, soothing
Too much of a good thing
I wanted to fall asleep immediately so I could land on our conversing and allow the reverberating echo of my collision to torment every
Stage.
Of.
REM.
A reflection of him
And me. And time. Delayed gratification.
The ever-waaaaning night!
Tomorrow
but a slow
creep...
sigh
I wanted to fall asleep immediately
'Lest this moment
forgo my keep.
3.18am 7.25.14
Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 9:41 AM UTC
All the words you couldn't say
Crawled in under my skin
Devilish, found a way to pinch in
Heavy with their absence, weighing
All there was left was me fighting mine,
scratching the walls i put them in, confined.
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 3:59 AM UTC