Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind
All alone in space and time
There's nothing here but what here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 12:38 AM UTC
I don't attract what I want
I attract what I am
Dead as the bee buzzing
Inside my head
And I tried to look inside you
I ended up looking through you
Now, you try to tell me
You're not a ghost, not a ghost
Hold my hand, spin around
This is heaven upside down
Hold my hand and spin around
This is heaven upside down
Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 11:56 PM UTC
I am an artist...
I draw many things
But there’s one picture that no one will ever see
It’s for myself, for no one else
So I’ll draw myself a lovely picture
But I’ll dtaw it with a twist
For I will use a razor and my wrist
If I do it correctly a red fountain will appear
To take away my pain and wash away my fear
Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 11:26 PM UTC
I have been suicidal for about 3 years
I have always thought about going through with it
I have actually attempted a few times but they failed
After I got my new animals I feel different
I am still suicidal and I still have my rough moments
I know that there is a lot to live for and I know that I have a wonderful boyfriend who helps me through everything
But sometimes it isn’t enough
Sometimes I still want to die
But when I think of how it would affect my animals, it hurts me
I know that if I die that they will not know what happened and they will be looking for me
They will not know what to do. They will do the same thing that my uncle’s dog did, he searched for him after his death and ended up starving to death because he was depressed
I don’t want that to happen to my animals, I don’t want them to go through that heartache
Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 2:22 PM UTC
I will not be another flower,
picked for my beauty and left for dead.
I will be wild,
difficult to find,
and impossible to forget.
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 10:17 PM UTC
