Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind
All alone in space and time
There's nothing here but what here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 12:38 AM UTC
I lie awake wondering if
on your restless nights
You're lying there
Thinking of me too
I haven't cried in weeks
I haven't heard from you in months
And tonight
I'm lying here
Imagining all the places on my body that you've touched
How my own fingertips do not feel like yours
Despite my best efforts
I cannot fool myself into thinking
For even one tired moment
That you are here with me again
Why tonight of all nights
Am I lying here crying?
I have to imagine of course
That this all comes back to you
That surely you're somewhere
On the other side of the world
Thinking of me so strongly that I felt it
All the way back here
And so to that I say
I feel you
You are here with me
You are always here with me
This love we share
Will never leave
Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 12:13 AM UTC
when people are in love
they often say
they simply fell
tripped over their own two feet
face forward
and into the arms of their beloved
i did more than simply fall
onto the ground of your love
you, for me
were an ocean
and i dived
headfirst
roughly
harshly
almost painfully
into the waters of “you”
i knew i could not swim
but i did so anyway
i was drowning
entangled in you
surrounded by this being of “you”
engulfed in this feeling of “you”
and i did not know what came over me
but i let myself drown
i did not try to swim back up
because if i went back to land,
releasing myself from your grasp
that would mean losing the feeling of “you”
and after
submerging into the depth
the love
the passion
of “you”
how could i ever leave?
Jul 24, 2018
Jul 24, 2018 at 12:12 AM UTC
I cannot find the right words
To describe the way it feels
To be wrapped up in your arms
Soft breaths on my neck
Nails scratching your back
I cannot explain it
But in your arms I am home
And I know I am where I belong
Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 11:57 PM UTC
I don't attract what I want
I attract what I am
Dead as the bee buzzing
Inside my head
And I tried to look inside you
I ended up looking through you
Now, you try to tell me
You're not a ghost, not a ghost
Hold my hand, spin around
This is heaven upside down
Hold my hand and spin around
This is heaven upside down
Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 11:56 PM UTC
I am an artist...
I draw many things
But there’s one picture that no one will ever see
It’s for myself, for no one else
So I’ll draw myself a lovely picture
But I’ll dtaw it with a twist
For I will use a razor and my wrist
If I do it correctly a red fountain will appear
To take away my pain and wash away my fear
Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 11:26 PM UTC
I have been suicidal for about 3 years
I have always thought about going through with it
I have actually attempted a few times but they failed
After I got my new animals I feel different
I am still suicidal and I still have my rough moments
I know that there is a lot to live for and I know that I have a wonderful boyfriend who helps me through everything
But sometimes it isn’t enough
Sometimes I still want to die
But when I think of how it would affect my animals, it hurts me
I know that if I die that they will not know what happened and they will be looking for me
They will not know what to do. They will do the same thing that my uncle’s dog did, he searched for him after his death and ended up starving to death because he was depressed
I don’t want that to happen to my animals, I don’t want them to go through that heartache
Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 2:22 PM UTC
I will not be another flower,
picked for my beauty and left for dead.
I will be wild,
difficult to find,
and impossible to forget.
Jul 12, 2018
Jul 12, 2018 at 10:17 PM UTC