I lay here
In your shirt
Realizing
Iv fallen hard for you
Thinking of what we've done
And the outcomes
That could be
Good thing i have that collection
I started a while back
Tiny clothing and blankets
Saved in a box
Now ill wait for the miunthly arrival
The stuff the shade if red
But will it come I'm really undure.
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 1:09 AM UTC
You can call me a *****
But im still not a witch
Watching as you see
Me walking down the street
With my hands on my board
And on my man
Watching the world go by
So ill say again go for it
Cat call
Call me anything you may
But ill stand tall
With my head up
As i walk on by.
Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 1:06 AM UTC
Im sad
Upset
Mad
Depressed
You ask why
Why becase
Im in foster care
Meaning i go by there rules
Even tho i did nothing wrong
Why do i get puneshed
When its my mom who did the wrong
Iv been the good kid
Iv done my part
So why
Im almost 18 here in september
But will i get to be like the rest
No most likely not
Itll be diffrent
I want to go camping
Can i
Probibly not
Im done with this
Foster kid crap
I wanna be normal
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 8:30 PM UTC
This might sound rude
But right now im not in the mood
Listening to little kids as a mother sings her babys to sleep
Talking to my boy as hes sayen hes about to leave
Im just sayen im not in the best mood
My body isent funtioning in the way id like
And id rather not be sober on this ok night
Id rather be doing something
Somthing other then miss you
My father
Your name
Well thats easy its chad
Your postion
Was a father
A husband
A listener
A provider
And the best part of chad
You made the choice to love and take care of me when you dident have to
You wer a great dad
And i miss you dearly
You were the best person iv ever known
My hart longs for you
Chad
I had just started calling you dad
The day you passed
All o wanted was for you to stay home
To ride bikes with me but insted you had to work
You had to leave
My daddy i miss you
I just wanna hear your voice
Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 12:04 AM UTC
A little girl
She thinks no ones there
A little girl
She looks out her bedroom window
A little girl
Shes 17 almost 18
That little girl
Shes fighting the world
To prove people wrong
And that little girl
She has a brother
In his 2os
That brother of hers
He has no ideal
How much he really means
To that little girl
This little girl
Has a mom
Her mother
Also hasn't a clue
Of the exact same thing that little girl said
So she waits
Hopping one day
That her brother and mother
Would wake up and realize
Every thing they missed
While they were dazed and confused
Doing as they wish
This little girl
Shes much more grown
Then the people around her think
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 10:50 PM UTC
Society
Its a joke
With woman walking around
Half naked
Were did the modesty go
When we got guys attention
Not by are body but by our mind?
What happened to the gentlemen
Who held the door open wether it be a car or a house
Girls....
Do you really enjoy being used
Because last time i checked
I know i dont
Guys....
Do you really enjoy lusting over multiple girls and I'm bi so i can say thats something i still cant get my head around
What happened to dedication
To a society that cared
When people helped people
When we understood a hard time
Were did that all go
Its as if a plug ha been pulled
And every one brain washed
As if no one can realize that the true you
Is better then that you walking around
With a mask one saying yea im ok
But are you really ok
Or do you go home an cry yourself to sleep
Or wonder why this has happened to you?
Lets fix this world
Put it back how it was were girls were covered
And guys were nice
And were we all helped eachother
Instead of pretending like we dont exist at all
Lets stop ignoring the problems <3
And start facing them now.
Aug 6, 2014
Aug 6, 2014 at 1:58 AM UTC
It's 1:11
I still haven't gone to sleep
Thoughts going Thro my mind
As if its a ride
As I look at the time I think
I should be asleep
But thin the thoughts
They come right back
Like sleep you don't need that
It's kinda cheep
They say time is $
But I say time is memory
Looking at my little brothers
All I could think is...
That's a good age to have
Nothing to be scared of
To not see how cruel the world really is
I have to say I miss that stage
Were I was able to be load
And make messes
Magically be put in my bed
Or were the tooth fair was real
Santa claws too
Now it's just a thing
I go along with
Hoping it'll last as long as it can
Because these are the good days
We're imagination runs wild
And being you isn't hard <3
Be yourself always
~Emo kitty~
Aug 3, 2014
Aug 3, 2014 at 4:19 AM UTC
We live a life were..
Kids are distracted from crying by phones
A little kid knows the moms password be for he can speak
Were kids instead of going outside
We'll they'd rather stay in,
Playing on Facebook or Twitter
Whatever that is.
And I'll admit I spend some of my time
On my Facebook doing nothing
But scrolling down.
Being board
When we all could go out and bike
Or skate, or take a walk
When instead of useing our phones
Witch is a trapped society in its own
We could ask a stranger for directions
We could use what god has given us
It's called speech and our hands
Use the words you know
Or the hands to sign.
Put the phone and the laptops down
Take in the relization
That there's a world to be descoverd
Look at the sky and listen to the birds
Not saying musice is bad becase I'm **** to say it's something I love
But putting it aside the other day
I relized just how much I missed..
Just being out side.
Yea......
This is our society
We can always change it
But not unless we want to
So instead of haveing your musice in
Or being on Facebook
Or twitter or other media sites
Go be with a Frieand
Go for a walk and talk
Like when you were 10
Playing out side on the playground
Amazing your never to old for that :)
Don't listen to the haters
Belive in what you want and go have a good time with some Frieands
I know our parents always Say stranger danger
But howed you get to know the kids you call friends now?
Good luck out there and smile tomorrow's a new day it isent over.
Aug 3, 2014
Aug 3, 2014 at 1:23 AM UTC
My voice
My thoughts
My questions
And my dreams
They all seem to be invisible
Why you ask?
Because I can be in the middle of a room
And no one will realize I'm there
As if I am a ghost
I am invisible
As if people never truly realize I'm alive.
A beating hart
Blood flowing throw me
A human, just as you
But instead of getting treated like one
This girl right here
Gets pushed to the ground
One stomp, two stomp, three stomp done
It's like a game to see how long I can last
Will she breach this time
Or will she keep her head up
And continue walking.
Life is a joke for example
Today's image of a true beautiful woman
It's a joke, thin fair skin no marks and fake *****
We're is the truth in that
Were is the truth in when we lie
When we pretend to be someone were not?
So lady's and gentleman I highly encourage you to stand up be your self even if it means getting ignored
Don't let your self be a clown.
Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 7:36 PM UTC
Upset, confused, annoyed yea a little you say you don't know what your doing wrong
Can I have a flash back to a better time
We're we got along and we didn't fight
We're you cared to ask me what was wrong
Now in present time I stand alone in the dark not knowing if or when I'll fall next
When I do fall were will you be will you be with me trying to hold me up
Probably not
So next time you ask what your doing wrong
Take a second and think about it
For once awnser your self
Falling isn't so bad when your use to it
Climbing back up is just half the battle.
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 8:47 PM UTC