I uncovered every stone and retraced every step trying to find where we went wrong.
But in the end, I just got lost.
Dec 22, 2015
Dec 22, 2015 at 11:33 AM UTC
that first night, you danced with me
and everybody looked at us like we were crazy
and maybe we were
but we were too dizzy with the excitement
of what came next for us
to even notice
or care
about the rest of them
and now that you're gone
I dance alone
and I think about that night
and I think about you
and I think about how quickly
things fell apart
since the night we danced.
Dec 15, 2015
Dec 15, 2015 at 7:58 PM UTC
my sorrows follow me into bed
they become like scorned lovers
begging me to stay but forcing me to leave
I'm left with tear-stained pillows
and tortured cries
and an ache that cannot be remedied
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 12:45 PM UTC
so many "you're right's"
so many "I never meant to hurt you's"
so many "I'm sorry's"
so many ******* "I'm sorry's."
Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 2:05 AM UTC
it's 5 o'clock in the morning
and you're standing there under the streetlight
in your boxers
and I am so in love with you
Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 1:32 AM UTC
I miss you even when I'm with you.
How do you expect me to live without you?
Dec 6, 2015
Dec 6, 2015 at 10:56 PM UTC
I don’t know your favorite season
(grab me, please)
I don’t know the things you tell yourself so you can sleep at night
(kiss me hard)
I don’t know your middle name
(slow it down)
Or your last name
(quicken the pace)
You’re a quick fix to a growing problem
(addicted to your taste)
And your body
(rising intensity)
Next to mine
(relieve the pressure)
Is all I really need to know about you.
(tense and release)
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 11:39 PM UTC
today i drank a bottle of the finest, oldest scotch my dad had locked in the liquor cabinet
i stole the key, he doesn’t know it yet
i sat in my car and put it into drive
i kept my foot on the brakes because-i don’t know, i was scared i guess
but i wanted to ******* feel something, you know?
you could never understand that
you always felt too much-all the time
i never told you this, but i envy you for that
i could feel the anger boiling up inside of me and i slammed on the gas pedal
it was dark, past midnight and i got on the highway
i swerved perilously between the lanes
then crash
and i didn’t feel anything at all
Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
you’re like a ******* code that i can’t seem to crack
some days you’re dark and sad and lonely and your jade green eyes are clouded with pain
but day after day i stare into those eyes and i can see that they sparkle with something or for someone but it's not for me
and i know that, i do
but i can’t help but think i can be the girl who saves you from the monsters inside your head
the ones who tell you you can’t move on, you can’t love again
because i know those monsters
i’ve battled with them head on
i’ve slit their throats and released my freedom
and i promise you
you will love again
Feb 2, 2014
Feb 2, 2014 at 11:13 PM UTC
i feel you in waves crashing over me
beating me over the head to make me feel something, anything
tearing me apart with your tears like saltwater flowing through my open wounds
you beg me to feel you like i used to
love you like you need me to
but the numbness hits me like icy water and i am again your stranger
Nov 27, 2013
Nov 27, 2013 at 9:25 PM UTC