here’s to the past
to the days long gone and barely remembered
where the world is basking in infinite sunlight
and everything that was wrong
is somehow twisted in your mind to feel right
here’s to the naivety of childhood
where strangers are friends
friends are imaginary
and imaginary is real
here’s to the paper airplanes and the magic wands made of sticks
to the bath towel capes and the big wheel races
to dinosaur chicken nuggets and chocolate milk
and to falling asleep in your mother’s arms
here’s to growing up and colliding with the world head-on
to holding your tongue in a room full of noisy mouths and deaf ears
to the screams
to the whispers
to the holes in the walls
and to the letters stained with poison tears
here’s to the breaking up
and breaking down
and to the redemption of re-colliding
and repairing
here’s to feeling infinite
to blaring music with the windows down on an empty highway
to the times when youth feels tangible
and the world silences to make way for your noise
here’s to the sleepless nights
that either make your life or tear it apart
to knowing
the most meaningful conversations always happen after 2am
and to the realization that you are not defined by attributes
but by the memories you possess
here’s to the songs that transport you through time with a single note
to the smells that are intensely reminiscent of the forty-third day of first grade
to the nostalgic pain too excruciating to endure
and to the soft smiles of content remembrance
here’s to the good ol’ days
and to wishing there was a way to know
you’re in them before you’ve actually left
here’s to the present
to feeling a memory being made in the moment in which it’s being lived
and to already missing someone while they’re still sitting next to you
here’s to the most frightening way to zone out
watching the seconds tick by on the clock
and being unable to fight the realization that time is not counting up
but rather going down
here’s to the moments which define your life
to the tears
and the fears
and the years
that you live through
here’s to the firsts
and the lasts
to a past of tragic endings
and a future of new beginnings
here’s to falling in love
with them
with that
with life
with you
to the wishes upon stars
to the stolen glances
and the taken chances
and to finding a new definition of “everything”
here’s to the people that feel more like home than the house you grew up in
to never being loved by as many people as you are able to love
to the feeling of security
and to everything that sneaks through the back door
while you’re busy guarding the front
here’s to the courage it takes to let go
and to the courage it takes to hold on
here’s to what you lose
to what you gain
to what you lose when you gain
and to what you gain when you lose
here’s to the second after
and what it holds
to the weight of unprocessed information
and to feelings on the rise
here’s to the long nights and string lights
hands and life plans and never-ending fights
here’s to the songs that drown the sounds of breaking down
and the anthems of those beginning to build back up
here’s to now
to cherishing every moment while it lasts
before it falls victim to the minds of those lucky enough to experience it
yet human enough to forget
here’s to the future
to the dreams you dream
and the plans you scheme
to the life you lead
and the stories you leave
here’s to those whose greatest fear is oblivion
to the breath taken seconds after your name is spoken for the last time
to those who influence from beyond the grave
and those lost to the enormity of time
here’s to the cups of coffee that are yet to be drunk
and the people that are too
to never knowing which moment is your last
and to the acceptance that life flies by all too fast
here’s to the plans we make at 1am
when the world belongs solely to those who remain awake
to the desire for a spontaneous road trip
and to the desperate need to escape
and here’s also to those convincing enough to make you want to stay
here’s to the places you’ll live
the kids you’ll have
the jobs you’ll loathe
and love that lasts
here’s to everyone you thought you needed
more than the very organs in your own body
before learning the painful lesson of removal
and knowing that only one kidney is needed to survive
here’s to those who kept going when they were lost
and those lost because they kept going
here’s to me
to you
to him
to her
to then
to now
to why
to how
here’s to the people you will never meet again
and the longing for a place you will never return
here’s to the good ol’ days
and the awareness of their presence in the present
before they inevitably embody the cruel longing their name implies
because boy,
does time know how to fly
here’s
to
the
good
old
days
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 6:03 AM UTC