the clock says it’s 2am
so 2am it is
to everyone,
but not to me
how selfish would it be
to keep counting my days
when you’re not
when you can’t
when you won’t
Jul 22, 2025
Jul 22, 2025 at 8:06 PM UTC
i have a bad feeling
about never seeing you again
little child whining
right over your head
big girl pining
in my big girl bed
Jun 6, 2025
Jun 6, 2025 at 7:19 PM UTC
poets had their head full of love
tho they mistook it for eternal misery
i instead am the antithesis
cause grief won’t act as such
it creeps on you
and covers your view
preventing you from feeling
and leaving you reeling
it’s a feeling in the stomach
that for lone minds like mine
is seen as fleeing wings
rupturing my insides
May 23, 2025
May 23, 2025 at 2:36 PM UTC
i miss walking home to you
even tho you were never inside
there was you in the moon
from my window
when i stargazed the sky
there was you in the pages i wrote
with the intention
of getting you out of my nights
there was you in the bedsheets
that held a shivering body
full of “neverminds”
there was you in the keys of my piano
that caught me hum through the cries
i felt you everywhere
cause there was you in my mind.
May 23, 2025
May 23, 2025 at 2:14 PM UTC
i dance like a star tonight
so you can hold me with your fantasy
forever with your hands empty
May 22, 2025
May 22, 2025 at 10:07 AM UTC
loving you is a constant ache
a constant shiver
and a constant wake
loving you is as hard as crying in silence
as running forever
as running in water
May 22, 2025
May 22, 2025 at 1:34 AM UTC