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emma-jewel
emma-jewel
"I thought of happy endings, how novelists usually flinched. To admit your characters are doomed means you are too." -Darcey Steinke, Suicide Blonde / I'm a 20 year old in Springfield, MO. I am gender queer, preferring they/them or it/its pronouns. I struggle with mental illnesses but take steps to use them as places from which I draw inspiration. I feel achingly deep or not at all. I am art. I want to be an enigma.
Her bookshelf to the brim and bursting With pages worn, and well Remembered for the virtues Lost And husbands in the war Fallen woman--fall, and women Harvests sown and reaped Moon of full, of wax, of Wane Her heart of Shadow's seed Hand of diamond and of band Ashes, ashes, dust A love once lived and now, one Lost The pages' faces face us And sages burn, away
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May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 8:16 AM UTC
A Dedication to Anna Karenina, Penelope Keeling, and Francesca Johnson
Genderless with scraped knees and A lipstick crush on one who bore the same name as me Uncut brown hair untouched by bleach and Stealing kisses from my best friend while my parents lied asleep Lying in the grass with a picture book on faeries Listening to the wind whistle through our dying trees Jumping on the bed with my ***** and my bubby Giggling hand over mouth when my mother called him "hubby" Daisy chains and he loves me nots Unbrushed teeth beginning to rot ***** shoes and ***** shoelaces Visiting imagined places Pink striped socks and a skirt to mismatch Waiting for robins eggs to fall or to hatch O, to be a child and to live within a dream To lie awake at ten past eight, imagination like a stream
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Mar 9, 2017
Mar 9, 2017 at 9:31 AM UTC
O, to be a Child
Hands calloused and strong lift my veil, carry me over the threshold Turn shadows into birds when wings falter, cup round the flame biting my cigarette Tilt my face to share a sweet kiss, rest gently against blushing cheeks Shelter from the cold, warm me in and out and in and... Flip through musty book pages done up with dog ears and underlines Brush curls from his face, sweep sweet sweat from his brow In the dirt transfer love to the life created within it
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Feb 26, 2017
Feb 26, 2017 at 11:49 AM UTC
Comfort and comfortability
We rearranged the furniture and I sat like a stone, wondering what it was like to be a stranger in one's own home The floor creaks are unfamiliar but the bed is known and The coffee is always stronger when boiling water is left alone
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Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 8:48 AM UTC
Homestyle
Black lives matter Not a war cry, but a plea An affirmation, united nation A cry of passion and a call to action The coming together Of "we" All lives matter--or rather-- White lives matter When the police say, please Put the gun down, cease! As our brothers and sisters lie deceased In the streets With their murders captured, viral, shared Not a human, but a piece of meat The enemy of the people The enemies of "we" Sit high upon their thrones Dictating laws for you And me They tell us we are free While they force us to our knees Our enemy is not beside but The persons above, who reside "They" "the man" "big brother" "the suits" Obama, Trump, Clinton--Bernie Sanders, too United we stand, united "they" fall And perhaps, on that day, we can say "all" But for now Black Lives Matter To fight is our choice The power is in the people and Our collective voice Stand together, make things better And hear humanity rejoice
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Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 9:56 AM UTC
Untitled
Burn sage Pineapple sage Read books on massage, potpourri and herbs And never forget to help one another On dishes, on dreams, thoughts in a stream- ing consciousness consciously love one another And never forget Why he came
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Jan 3, 2017
Jan 3, 2017 at 1:41 PM UTC
Untitled
Telltale signs of paranoia ***** at the hackles that run from head (to heart) down the spine drown the mind Psychotic neurotic autistic artistic Imagination whirls like wind through the pines and The hair along my spine Is standing
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Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 9:29 PM UTC
Untitled
Let's lie in our bed Among pillows and threads Wear your hair on my head, as a crown Borne of Brautigan's dreams Rainbow trouts in the stream Watermelon moonbeams trickle down
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Dec 23, 2016
Dec 23, 2016 at 10:21 AM UTC
Brautigan's Suicide Note
Grey clouds gather plump and perfect above my crown    A moment of silence held sacred by the birds    A moment to settle before I am washed away Rainfall rolls soft and supple from our mother sky    With gentle thanks do the leaves cup the sweet nectar    With ancient thirst the soil drinks her in Dirt darkens wet and washed within our mother earth    Eyes open and breath rolls slow and low like thunder    Eyes close and senses gather up her scent Full flowers sway sweetly beneath a rockabye breeze    Petals dance gracefully to the beat of each drip drop drop    Petals lace their fingers together and bow in prayer
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Sep 29, 2016
Sep 29, 2016 at 8:53 AM UTC
Mary Oliver Made Me Do It
Slither within my spine Wither, within my mind Doctor Jekyll, Mr. Hyde One coin, two sides
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Sep 6, 2016
Sep 6, 2016 at 11:56 AM UTC
Mother Neurosis