Do I startle you?
I can engulf you,
I can make your tongue swell,
Swivel dance do twists unthinkable slither upside down,
Into the grooves at the roof of your mouth,
You’ll take me to your grave,
Til Death do us part, my sweetheart,
I will be etched into your cold slab of stone,
Immortalised there,
Forever
Feb 20, 2014
Feb 20, 2014 at 6:41 AM UTC
For the times we used to share
Repressed now
In my memories
Echoing at me back and forth, all the time yet
Never will I ever forget,
Don't you dare turn your back on me
Since you've changed it's not the same; it
Hurts
I know you have moved on but
Physically, I'm still here
Dec 13, 2013
Dec 13, 2013 at 12:04 PM UTC
I am here and I am broken,
My life a gift or given token,
My mind is completely shattered,
Nothing ever stays the same
I'm the girl he singled out,
I had to play his game
He took my will and set it free,
One love lost; not meant to be
He was now my first mistake,
He made me watch my friendships break,
And now revealed all that's written:
Love isn't real; love's forbidden
May 13, 2013
May 13, 2013 at 6:28 PM UTC
Walk in a field with me,
Settle down with me,
Make flowers with me,
Make love with me.
I’m struggling to find you,
Lost in a swirling storm of memories,
You used to be mine, surely
Yet I’m struggling, indefinitely, to find you.
You held my hands once,
Whispered you’d love me ‘til time stopped,
Where have you gone?
We were like hearts encompassed in a world of ice.
Crack me open and deliver my soul,
Weld it onto your own and we will love,
Imprint your lips onto mine,
And we will love.
I cannot find you.
May 13, 2013
May 13, 2013 at 6:03 PM UTC
I was sat on the bathroom floor,
the wet, hard floor,
Trying to make myself sick
I just wanted to feel better
I thought that might be the answer
She came in and she held my hand
She dried my tears and told me what I had to do
I told her she'd make a brilliant mum
one day and we laughed
A bond between us connected
In those hours when we were sat on the floor
My heart felt as though it were breaking
And she was there. Right there
He and I had never really talked much
But in those four days that we had to share
I felt our friendship grow and I was grateful
That he was there to listen
She and I never had much in common
Apart from our insecurities we held in discussion on long walks home,
Yet I felt she was the one closer to me,
That she almost even understood
I don't even know why I'm fretting
It isn't as if they care for much longer
If they want to say goodbye, then so be it
But I'll be grateful for the times that I could really
actually call them my friends
instead of all this sad pretending
We had fun
Apr 9, 2013
Apr 9, 2013 at 8:07 PM UTC
I'm sat here thinking,
Thinking about love,
The fragile, rippling tremors that are carried
In a voice as the first person dares
To say those three iconic words,
Thick with the essence of love
They know their life is about to change
For either good or bad,
They know their heart's going to get broke
Yet they can't bear to run
No. They've got to stay
Stay up late,
Playing hideaway beneath the covers
Share kisses on the beach,
Hold hands under the table like school children
Because let's not forget,
We were once
Trade secrets at 5 minutes past midnight,
Pillow fights,
Make love,
Make fun,
Say those three words that changed everything,
Over and over, and over and over
It was two words that swayed me
Into thinking that maybe this could be good,
That maybe, dare I believe it, this could be something extraordinary
And on the seventeenth day of the fourth month,
Nothing and everything had truly changed
If I am ever to get my heart broken one day
Let me say,
I'm glad that it will be by you
Apr 9, 2013
Apr 9, 2013 at 6:43 PM UTC
I'm sat here thinking,
Thinking about love,
What it does,
What breakable damage it can really do
How couples argue,
How they divorce,
How they trample their anger out over each other,
How they can drag each other recklessly through the mud
One person says "love me",
The other says they cannot
A lonely stranger following their wanted one,
Forever alone in the emptiness of a solitary heart
When trust is broken,
Dragged out and over,
Through the jagged teeth of a relationship
Which is forever doomed to fail
Adultery is a sin,
Where you hurt people
And hurt people,
A messy, ****** triangle of love
Because love isn't silence,
It can be emotional turmoil,
Hurting and wanting and needing,
And breaking
Apr 9, 2013
Apr 9, 2013 at 6:25 PM UTC
i loved you, back then
but now the love tastes bitter and scalded
i still think of you, all the time
of the days back when you were Mine
because there was a time,
when i used to run around Fearless,
knowing what we had was a perfect little
Love Story
your Starlight shined to me
and although i still remain Invisible to you
i'll still forever adore you,
although your State of Grace has now fallen
i wanted you to stay forever sixteen,
i wanted you to Never Grow Up
i wanted you to Stay
Stay, Stay
The Way I Loved You was intense,
and so, so easy; Untouchable,
but jealousy has spiralled in and out,
and out of my control
you comforted a girl whose world had been shattered
around her by divorce, depression
and instability
you allowed her to Breathe
now i'm stuck, stuck on The Outside
where it's bitter and cold
Treacherous, even
Everything Has Changed
so Long Live
those times I used to share with you
because they're not my own anymore
and they were truly The Best Day(s)
And when I think Tim McGraw,
yes
of course
I do think of you
Mar 13, 2013
Mar 13, 2013 at 6:21 PM UTC
Would you push
another soul off a cliff,
a rafter,
a ship? - walk the plank
aye, matey
that is, if you knew nobody was watching
if nobody was there,
ever to know,
would you do it?
if there were nobody to squeal,
to taddle,
to break,
engulf you in the scene of the crime
just how high do our morals stand?
We're going to breathe until the day we die
just keep at it
keep breathing, keep breathing
Myself?
I'm going to keep breathing until I stop
'til the very last breath in my body lets itself out
and whispers
"Stop."
Feb 25, 2013
Feb 25, 2013 at 6:03 PM UTC
Go ahead.
Shoot me right between the eyes.
I dare you.
A dead-hand shot.
Just do it.
Feb 25, 2013
Feb 25, 2013 at 5:55 PM UTC