
left alone with him
raw and null in
the toilet
beaming at my pain
crying and bleeding
he an astray cat
entered and left
scratched at the
walls
and
****** on the carpet
he left his mark
I flush him away
consciously drowning
my botch
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 1:19 PM UTC
Of course he’s
A ******* musician
Let you tune into my soul
With melodies you
Have practiced over
And over again
They don’t sound like anything
You shake when you
Play
The strings
Don’t obey your
Weak complexities
You couldn’t serenade
A cow.
Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 12:41 PM UTC
My eyes look down
as we walk
glued to the ground
while you talk
Jan 17, 2017
Jan 17, 2017 at 2:12 PM UTC
When going though
old photographs
you will
come across someone that
you used to love
You can't help but
look into their
big brown eyes
and fall in love
all over again.
If only for a moment
you will remember how they once
made you feel.
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 10:42 AM UTC
We didn't need to say
anything
to each other that
night.
The rain spoke for us
Pounding against our
bodies
Soaking us
to the bone.
The rain said
every unspoken word
you needed to hear.
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 10:37 AM UTC
little dark girl with
kind eyes
when it comes time to
use the knife
I won't flinch and
i won't blame
you,
as I drive along the shore alone
as the palms wave,
the ugly heavy palms,
as the living does not arrive
as the dead do not leave,
i won't blame you,
instead
i will remember the kisses
our lips raw with love
and how you gave me
everything you had
and how I
offered you what was left of
me,
and I will remember your small room
the feel of you
the light in the window
your records
your books
our morning coffee
our noons our nights
our bodies spilled together
sleeping
the tiny flowing currents
immediate and forever
your leg my leg
your arm my arm
your smile and the warmth
of you
who made me laugh
again.
little dark girl with kind eyes
you have no
knife. the knife is
mine and i won't use it
yet.
Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 10:24 AM UTC
.
*If I were a poem
I’d ask you to fold me up
and put me in your pocket,
then at the end of the week,
toss me in the wash
with the rest of the clothes
And when you find me later,
smudged and smeared,
ripped and tattered into
little unrecognizable pieces,
don’t worry about it,
I was already like that*
May 20, 2016
May 20, 2016 at 1:42 PM UTC
Here you are again,
staring in this mirror.
It lies to you.
You shake with fear and
worry and
regret
like somethings going to happen
a consequence of the actions
you did not take yet.
Here you are again,
staring at your feet.
They lie to you.
Throbbing with
blisters
and pain
They lead you down the street
through the rain
but what you really want to do is
set yourself on fire and
jump off of that bridge
Here you are again,
looking into his eyes.
They lie to you.
Uncertain
enraged
and self centered.
They stare you down
and **** the life out of
you
like a leech
You surrender
Living out this life as
a pretender
Give it up.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 1:35 PM UTC