First love unrequited
Although some affection is returned
Leaving this sensation in my chest
Being lifted and sinking back down
Caught in this gravity
Man made gravity as I've been told
As I walk down the path to the fulfillment
It becomes more twisted and turns black as obsidian
Being haunted by my lack of past and by your--
Yours
As I spiral down
Realizing that this is inevitable
I shield myself, but the atmosphere prevails
You've got me
May not be as you want me
But you've got me
Jul 19, 2010
Jul 19, 2010 at 12:20 AM UTC
Now I know
Choosing you was a step to growing up
You with your chocolate brown hair
Matching your deep, full, ambitious eyes
You with your Native American hair
The purple haze around your listless dark eyes
Even though one may seem better than the other
The truth is, he's not
The one that matches me best
Listless, but only when you stare
When you stare at me, even if
I know it has something
Or at least I hope so...
Jun 27, 2010
Jun 27, 2010 at 5:43 PM UTC
I can't help feeling like this
It was the way I was born
I can't help disagreeing with you
It was the way I was born
I can't help my nature
It was the way I was born
I can't help my feelings
It was the way I was born
I can't help not being able to help
Once again, it was the way I have not been completely born
May 27, 2010
May 27, 2010 at 8:54 PM UTC
Trust was the question
Yes was my answer
Now I pay
I dance like a puppet in my own mind
Fully knowing I've got strings I don't control
May 27, 2010
May 27, 2010 at 1:43 PM UTC
Granted this name
I wear it proudly on my sleeve
Finding out what exactly it means to be me
May be a little diffident
At a moment, shy and timid
At others, loud and obnoxious
Understanding that you may not understand me
Applying that to my gifts
Working with my hands
Even the smallest doodle
Can be the greatest creation
May 26, 2010
May 26, 2010 at 1:07 PM UTC