i don't want to lose the feeling of your love
even though i know it's already vanished
each beat of my heart is sustained with dread
because i will never be caressed in your arms as you tell me I'm yours you'll never call me beautiful as if it's my name
and i won't be able to take this tearing ache of loneliness much longer
i can already feel myself becoming how i used to be
i know i shouldn't start
again
but who will stop me?
surely not you
you have forgotten how much you used to love the way my laugh was always the loudest
and i haven't felt your love since the flowers were beautiful
maybe the sunset will mean something again someday
but for right now
i'd rather live in darkness
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 1:41 PM UTC