All I can see
are your bright blue
eyes like crystals.
Oceans to drown me.
All I can hear
is your breathing,
your chest
rising and falling
as you sleep
next to me.
All I can feel
is the weight
if your arms,
holding me tightly
through this hurricane.
All I can taste
is the stale
cigarette smoke,
my cancerous lungs.
All I desire
is your soul
harmonizing with mine.
You *******
You make
me want
to believe in something
bigger than myself.
Oct 31, 2015
Oct 31, 2015 at 4:49 AM UTC
You asked me to tell you how I feel.
To put it simply,
I'm falling for you.
~
Please catch me.
Jul 6, 2013
Jul 6, 2013 at 5:13 PM UTC
I hate this.
**** her.
I'm better than her.
You're mine.
I can give you the world.
Well...
Maybe she is better.
I mean,
That's why you're there
Right?
You're in her home
Feeling her skin
Kissing her lips...
I hurts so ******* bad.
...
I miss you.
...
Leave her and be with me.
...
I love you.
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 7:53 AM UTC
As we kiss
Under storm clouds
And lightning,
I know.
I love you.
I breathe you in.
I feel your soft touch,
The heat that emits off your skin.
I lay my head over
Your heartbeat
As you run
Your fingers through
My messy hair.
The thunder and rain
Are a million miles away.
Its just you and me...
Falling in love.
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 7:49 AM UTC
I love you.
I'm in love with you.
We talk every day.
We laugh, we play.
We kiss.
We touch.
...
Can I be yours?
That's all I want.
...
Please.
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 7:45 AM UTC
I'm fine.
Ask anyone.
"She's smart,
beautiful, healthy,
happy, and bright."
Exactly why I wear
bracelets every day
To hide my wrists.
Exactly why I take
Medication just to function
Properly.
But I'm fine.
I promise.
Ask Anyone.
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 7:43 AM UTC
As I sit here in the dark
And pollute my lungs,
I think about my life.
I wonder if my life
Is a life
Worth living.
Day in and day out,
I'm dying.
Every second.
Its hard to breathe.
I'm dizzy and lost
In this cold, dark world.
Another pill to stop the pain
Another cigarette to clear my head
Another drink to make me sleep
I just want to disappear.
But I've already done that.
I'm alone.
I like it that way.
But I still wonder..
A handful of pills,
A bullet to the head,
A slice to the wrist...
It would only take a second.
Easy enough..
...
But I won't. I'll wait.
I'll figure this out.
...
Someday.
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 7:41 AM UTC
I don't want to be treated like a queen or princess.
I just want to be yours.
May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 10:20 PM UTC
Another pill.
This is ridiculous.
All of this.
The doctors,
The medications,
The therapists.
Why do I have to be broken?
Why can't I just be happy?
A shelf full of anti-depressants.
Ridiculous.
I feel like a zombie.
I purposely skip doses.
I need to remind myself that I'm alive.
Even if it means I'm in pain.
It takes so much willpower,
You know,
Not to overdose.
This is ridiculous.
I want to fix me.
I don't know how, though.
I miss feeling alive.
May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 10:00 PM UTC