elizabeth-a-babin
American
We are all connected somehow. It's just a matter of having that want to find out how. How do you connect with me? With her? Him? Them? Look deep into yourself and find that want to connect with another human being. / / I'm Elizabeth, obviously. If you know me, you know me; if you don't, you don't. I'm a conundrum wrapped in an epiphany wrapped in a hug. I've been there, done that. I'm not like anyone you'll ever meet. I'm big, bold, beautiful,brainy, bootylicious, and big-hearted. I am my own person, / but you can call me Beth. ♥
the poison in you is poisoning me
i want to destroy something beautiful
conflict, conflict, conflict, flight
run away, hide away into the night
take the vase, take the flowers
throw it all away
because when you stab at yourself,
you're stabbing at me
none of it ever matters.
Mar 1, 2013
Mar 1, 2013 at 6:09 PM UTC
I laid there
Forced awake by my mind's eye
and suddenly i realized i've always known you
i've always known it would be you
my heart
my whole
my happiness
dreadfully lost in your own world of worlds.
left behind and forgotten
have you met me yet?
I've met you.
here, there.
in my dreams you were always hiding
ever present in my newest nightmares
lost. so lost.
i'd care for you
i care for you
someday, you let me love you.
it's not here yet
sleep. no sleep.
lather, rinse, repeat
the stars whisper the future
they've already seen
the dress.
the dance.
the intamicy
I was her and you were he.
and i laid there
i laid there entangled in you.
i laid there entangled in me
i laid there
Feb 13, 2013
Feb 13, 2013 at 6:37 AM UTC
In my dreams I saw you there
In my dreams I had you here
A hundred million miles couldn’t keep me from you
No matter what our love will pull through
In my heart you’re never far
In my heart I hold you near
A hundred million miles couldn’t keep me from you
No matter what our love will pull through
In my mind I know your mine
In my mind I see you clear
A hundred million miles couldn’t keep me from you
No matter what our love will pull through
In my soul I know its true
In my soul I know you’re real
A hundred million miles couldn’t keep me from you
No matter what our love will pull through
May 7, 2012
May 7, 2012 at 11:22 PM UTC
*am i awake or am i dreaming
i do not know
are you him
or is he you
i do not know
inception
perception
conception
deceit
i do not know
do i remember
does she remember
does he know
does he remember
i do not know
take a walk
take a hike
2 am
put up a fight
is this real
am i real
i do not know
musical dream
inside a conundrum
constant consistent
i do
not
know*
Apr 7, 2012
Apr 7, 2012 at 3:17 AM UTC
**love like you are its heart life want dream i will make warm light sick touch stars**
Mar 16, 2012
Mar 16, 2012 at 1:23 AM UTC
I know you're just a little bit away
but I miss you more than I can say
I need my grizzly bear at night
to love and cuddle and hold me tight
I take for granted how much you mean to me
and when your away its easy to see
I need you close I want you near
I can't sleep without you here
Mar 16, 2012
Mar 16, 2012 at 1:18 AM UTC
you
hurt
i
hurt
we
hurt
it's all your fault.
you're doing it again
you're being dumb
my friend
you
hurt
i
hurt
we
hurt
it's all your fault.
you're doing it again
you're killing you
it's killing me
you're doing it again
you're being dumb
my friend.
i
you
me
we
she
he
hurt.
it's all your fault.
you're doing it again
you're not listening again
ignorance
persistence
you're doing it again
you're being dumb my friend
Jan 1, 2012
Jan 1, 2012 at 10:17 PM UTC
work, and work, night and day
no sleep, no rest, no small getaway
sick, and sick, and violently ill
sick, still sick, pop a pill
dream, a dream, a beach so clear
dream, and dream, a sunbathed dear
warm, so warm, so smooth to touch
warm, so warm, so very much
sunbathed beauty, in the sand
sunbathed lover, take my hand
warm, so warm, almost too much
warm, and warm, i'm warm to touch
fever, haze, and dream awake
sick, so sick, more pills to take
drowsy, dizzy, daisy dukes
again, again, again she pukes
sleepy, sick, and a sunbathed beauty
this medicine is kind of fruity. . . .
Dec 3, 2011
Dec 3, 2011 at 2:50 AM UTC
to breathe is to live
is to life is to know
is to learn is to teach
is to cause is to show
is to see is to feel
is to know what is real
is to touch is to sense
is to smell is to hear
is to taste is to bite
is to pain is to fear
is to cry is to sad
is to death is too near
Nov 20, 2011
Nov 20, 2011 at 11:02 PM UTC
singled out.
a round clown.
it's all a fight. a flight. a struggle.
stay strong.
get along.
write me a story,
sing me a song.
when it's right,
it's not wrong.
for, against.
pro. con.
un, non.
prefixes for life.
take them in strife
cut it with a knife
and breath. . .
to succeed.
move. prove.
live.
Nov 15, 2011
Nov 15, 2011 at 1:05 AM UTC