I don't know where I've come from....
I don't know where I'm going....
"Keep going! And don't stop!"
Says the only voice I hear.
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 10:30 PM UTC
Picture perfect.
Handsome face.
Flawless smile.
All sin erased.
My addiction.
Rose colored view.
Thoughts repeated,
I just want you!
But how the mighty have fallen!
But where in my heart are you at now?
But when does your name pass my lips?
But what made affections turn foul?
And why did the roses all wilt?
And where did the fairy-tale end?
And what made me turn from your face?
And how has the mighty fallen?
Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 11:06 PM UTC
Comforting words to be said,
I need you badly to be here.
As always you're nowhere near.
Now there's no place to lay my head.
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 8:47 PM UTC
First off, a declaration; I love you!
There’s surely no mistake.
And if you’ll be my lover, a promise;
Our lives will be filled with tea and cake.
There is nothing I wouldn't give you.
Just take it! My heart, my mind, my soul.
My money, I’ll give it. Take the credit card too!
Your happiness is my only true goal.
But more than that; I’ll give you laughter.
We will be laughing all the time.
And when I make you fantastic dinners,
Our laughs will mix with wine.
Oh, I know I can make you happy!
Let me love you, for goodness sake!
And if you’ll be my lover, my dear,
Our lives will be filled with tea and cake.
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 2:21 PM UTC
I love you my dear!
This much is true.
And every time I’m lonely,
I think of you.
I need you not, no,
When my suitors all surround me.
But, when alas they disappear,
I love you oh so madly!
My lover’s skin is soft and warm.
His kiss all I could desire.
But when he’s gone, your pasty skin,
My heart it sets on fire.
Dawn to dusk; from here to there.
Too busy to be lonely.
But at days end, distractions gone,
My heart cries for you solely
No, first pick you are not.
And so in my heart, your love can never please me.
But, this I know to be ever true,
I love you! I love you! When I am lonely.
May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 11:19 AM UTC
Last night I dreamt about you for the first time.
I dreamt you knew but you still asked me.
You asked me what is really your place in my heart.
I told you not to ask me what you didn't want to know.
Even though I knew you knew.
Even though I know you know.
It is strictly closed awareness context.
And it doesn't matter anyhow.
Apr 27, 2014
Apr 27, 2014 at 6:23 PM UTC
The Eiffel Tower is on my secret book.
The one that holds my memories of you.
Not the fairy-tale; the one you took
The wrenching pain is all it knew.
The book itself is pleasant to see.
But reading its contents always makes me cry.
Each time the pain becomes new to me.
My hell written down in a black dye.
The book is mine and the story is mine,
But the girl who wrote it isn’t me.
That broken girl woven into every sad line.
The one person I never thought I’d be.
To burn my secret book, many times I have thought.
Maybe the flames would strip grief of its power.
Instead it will stay a reminder of my life’s lot.
My secret pain, in my secret book with the Eiffel Tower.
Apr 8, 2014
Apr 8, 2014 at 4:13 PM UTC
The teapot is now full.
How long the time has been.
The aroma is so fragrant.
Thoughts and laughs are blending in.
Through the flavor of the leaves,
Hidden contents are revealed.
Though inside the painted glass,
Taste betrays against its will.
Potful after potful,
While the hours sneak away.
Struggles and life’s many woes,
With each sip no longer stay.
Though at first the tea is tasty.
Though it’s easily refilled.
It just can’t last forever.
The pouring soon is stilled.
The last cup is too bitter!
The last word is the same!
The teapot is now empty,
Till teatime comes again.
Apr 1, 2014
Apr 1, 2014 at 1:03 PM UTC
Eggs fry on concrete
Grass withers and turns to brown
Waiting for warm rain
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 1:28 AM UTC
She’s gone now.
Just faded away.
Like when dark night,
Turns into bright day.
She left then.
Because she wasn’t loved.
Replaced. Rejected.
She flew off like a dove.
Call her now.
And this you will find
She left long ago.
They couldn‘t share the same mind.
One had to leave.
One had to stay.
One took over.
One faded away.
Her yang to her ying.
Her ying to her yang.
They were so different.
And yet just the same.
Call her now.
And this you will know.
She left long ago.
They couldn’t share the same soul.
Divided and together.
One now lost forever.
Unable to cope.
Unable to accept her.
She cut her glory.
And ended her story.
Began her new reign,
of love and of fury.
Call her now.
And you‘ll find from the start.
She left long ago.
They couldn’t share the same heart
One’s hate of love.
One’s love of hate.
One afraid to go.
One afraid to wait.
One had to leave.
One had to stay.
One took over.
One faded away.
Call her now.
And this you will find
She left long ago.
They couldn‘t share the same mind.
Like when dark night
Turns into bright day.
She’s gone now.
Just faded away.
Dec 7, 2013
Dec 7, 2013 at 1:07 AM UTC