eliryanatamwyn - Hello Poetry

I wasn't there when you died. Though its clear now that it was your time You were 14 and had dementia, half deaf, and half blind. Not to mention the arthritis. Still doesn't hurt any less I still feel your soft black and white fur The feeling when you blessed us with a kiss Your chocolate brown eyes When you were a puppy I remember you losing your teeth Except you didn't have a tooth fairy I remember you climbing onto the widow seat I still have that picture. No idea how you even got up there. One week before Fudge died, It was a normal friday for me I went to work, had a great day. I came home and wondered where you were. My mom had put you down and taken Fudge to the vet hospital December 9th, 2016 I didn't realize that morning was the last time I would see you.

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Apr 25, 2017

Apr 25, 2017 at 3:05 AM UTC

eliryanatamwyn

Cleo

I wasn't there when you died. Though its clear now that it was your time You were 14 and had dementia, half deaf, and half blind. Not to mention the arthritis. Still doesn't hurt any less I still feel your soft black and white fur The feeling when you blessed us with a kiss Your chocolate brown eyes When you were a puppy I remember you losing your teeth Except you didn't have a tooth fairy I remember you climbing onto the widow seat I still have that picture. No idea how you even got up there. One week before Fudge died, It was a normal friday for me I went to work, had a great day. I came home and wondered where you were. My mom had put you down and taken Fudge to the vet hospital December 9th, 2016 I didn't realize that morning was the last time I would see you.

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December 2 pm We drive up to the building It seems solemn now We came to see you for the final time December 15th 2:05 pm We gather our courage to get out of the car I open the door Its heavy December 15th, 2016 2:10 pm We're ushered into the room where you are You try to get up to reassure us We know you're in pain Thursday, December 15th, 2016 2:11-2:16 I'm holding you now I have your favorite stuffed animal Thursday, December Fifteenth, 2016 At 2:20 pm The vet tells us to tell him that you are a good boy "You're the best dog I could have ever had, Fudge. I'll love you forever." On Thursday, December Fifteenth, Twenty sixteen. At 2:24 P.M. You died in my arms. The happiness and relief you had in your eyes. You were in so much pain. I love you. Forever

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Apr 25, 2017

Apr 25, 2017 at 2:53 AM UTC

eliryanatamwyn

Fudge

December 2 pm We drive up to the building It seems solemn now We came to see you for the final time December 15th 2:05 pm We gather our courage to get out of the car I open the door Its heavy December 15th, 2016 2:10 pm We're ushered into the room where you are You try to get up to reassure us We know you're in pain Thursday, December 15th, 2016 2:11-2:16 I'm holding you now I have your favorite stuffed animal Thursday, December Fifteenth, 2016 At 2:20 pm The vet tells us to tell him that you are a good boy "You're the best dog I could have ever had, Fudge. I'll love you forever." On Thursday, December Fifteenth, Twenty sixteen. At 2:24 P.M. You died in my arms. The happiness and relief you had in your eyes. You were in so much pain. I love you. Forever

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Within the atmosphere there is a limit, How high can you fly? No amount of Magick can keep us apart. A parting of ways, Remembering our final days, I'll find my way back to you. I know you need to heal, Discover your true self, Then return back to me. By my words of binding, I promise this to you, Heed my words, They are true, I'll find my way back to you. We'll be different then, Hopefully on a plane of Zen, To you I Promise, We'll meet each other then. I can't say it will be easy. But with time, It wont be hard. Heal, Then come back to me, A brand new you, You will be. I will wait, However long it may be, But we will be forever, I promise our paths will meet again, They say its a small world, But we carry each other's heart, How inevitable it will be. Heed this promise, A Binding by me, We will be in each other's arms soon enough, Forever we will be.

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Oct 4, 2016

Oct 4, 2016 at 11:02 PM UTC

eliryanatamwyn

I'll find my way back to you.

Within the atmosphere there is a limit, How high can you fly? No amount of Magick can keep us apart. A parting of ways, Remembering our final days, I'll find my way back to you. I know you need to heal, Discover your true self, Then return back to me. By my words of binding, I promise this to you, Heed my words, They are true, I'll find my way back to you. We'll be different then, Hopefully on a plane of Zen, To you I Promise, We'll meet each other then. I can't say it will be easy. But with time, It wont be hard. Heal, Then come back to me, A brand new you, You will be. I will wait, However long it may be, But we will be forever, I promise our paths will meet again, They say its a small world, But we carry each other's heart, How inevitable it will be. Heed this promise, A Binding by me, We will be in each other's arms soon enough, Forever we will be.

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Unfinished- Not completed Something I wish I had not procrastinated Procrastination- This project Sorry, Something pushed off to be finished later Distraction- Something that takes yo- Oh wait, is that? No, nevermind.

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May 17, 2016

May 17, 2016 at 12:16 PM UTC

eliryanatamwyn

Definition

Unfinished- Not completed Something I wish I had not procrastinated Procrastination- This project Sorry, Something pushed off to be finished later Distraction- Something that takes yo- Oh wait, is that? No, nevermind.

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I'm sorry I'm so difficult, I Don't mean to be... Its just how I am, I'm sorry I'm so difficult, It's ok, I hate it too, I'm sorry I'm so difficult, With everything I do

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May 11, 2016

May 11, 2016 at 12:11 PM UTC

eliryanatamwyn

I'm Sorry I'm so Difficult

I'm sorry I'm so difficult, I Don't mean to be... Its just how I am, I'm sorry I'm so difficult, It's ok, I hate it too, I'm sorry I'm so difficult, With everything I do

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My love An old friend Our dance to the tune of The happiness of year's end Silvery pale hair Haunting grin Dark stare Glowing ethereal skin My gorgeous counterpart You arrive, nocturnal You stop the beating of my heart Your stare is eternal Gathered in your breath Whisper to the sweet sounds of Death.

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May 6, 2016

May 6, 2016 at 1:20 PM UTC

eliryanatamwyn

Ode to Love

My love An old friend Our dance to the tune of The happiness of year's end Silvery pale hair Haunting grin Dark stare Glowing ethereal skin My gorgeous counterpart You arrive, nocturnal You stop the beating of my heart Your stare is eternal Gathered in your breath Whisper to the sweet sounds of Death.

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I love myself, but, I hate myself. I am as beautiful as an abandoned building. I am where the forgotten things lie. I love myself but I hate myself. I am the eternity that is the universe. The thoughts inside will not let me die. I love myself but I hate myself My brain holds an entire universe That I use to escape this one. I love myself but I hate myself, I had a universe in my hands. I put mine away for a little while but I couldn't hold onto you. I hate myself. My universe that I had created as my salvation wanes. Why I wish I knew... The tears come to my eyes but they just won't fall...

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Apr 29, 2016

Apr 29, 2016 at 1:41 PM UTC

eliryanatamwyn

I love myself, but, I hate myself

I love myself, but, I hate myself. I am as beautiful as an abandoned building. I am where the forgotten things lie. I love myself but I hate myself. I am the eternity that is the universe. The thoughts inside will not let me die. I love myself but I hate myself My brain holds an entire universe That I use to escape this one. I love myself but I hate myself, I had a universe in my hands. I put mine away for a little while but I couldn't hold onto you. I hate myself. My universe that I had created as my salvation wanes. Why I wish I knew... The tears come to my eyes but they just won't fall...

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How long did it take you to break me? For it takes a second to break, And years to fix.

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eliryanatamwyn

Dec 9, 2014