Many out of thousands of days,
Just wanted to sit quietly,
Listen to own heartbeat,
Stare at the empty wide wall,
Lay in bed stare again and ask what the **** is wrong with me?
And gathered in the lost memories trying hard to fix it as puzzle game and
Yell at the ceiling **** you “ .
Feel absolutely good doing nothing because for that moment I don’t wanna know where am l .
W.E
Dec 17, 2019
Dec 17, 2019 at 5:47 AM UTC
Did you just see that?
In a blink of an eye,
Memories fade.
Was it a coincidence!
No, it wasn't.
I try to recall the past,
But, oops!
I can't even remember a thing.
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 5:10 AM UTC
That heartfelt laugh
Never heard before
That salty tears
Never ran down before ,
When it dropped into my droughty lips
The heart felt the pain in that laughter of misery like never before
W.E
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 5:10 AM UTC
Crowed with people and music behind me plays circles by post malone
Stood at the corner
Was humming to myself,
Saw you playing with her ********
Kissing her red lips,
Just stood still
Everything froze when you saw me standing at the corner of the room
The party plays memories
Couldn’t move ,
Saw you rushing to me,
The numbness and your explanations was the painful in my chest.
W.E
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 5:09 AM UTC
Expecting a lot form people,
You do lots of smiling,
Needing many things for yourself,
You have many needs to meet
Making plans to do first this, then that,
You’re mind is full of hopes and fears,
From now on! Come what may,
Don’t be like that.
W.E
Dec 7, 2019
Dec 7, 2019 at 5:08 AM UTC
Some dreams are ambitions ,
Some thoughts are wandering,
Some emotions are craving,
Some feelings are desiring ,
Some precious memories are fading
But some people are confused and confusing.
w.E
Nov 7, 2019
Nov 7, 2019 at 9:50 AM UTC
the screen
the keyboard
the small room
the closed door
locked door
closed window
blinders keeping
the sun away
a chair
an empty stomach
protesting against
tequila
more tequila
ready
you can write now
Aug 28, 2019
Aug 28, 2019 at 11:50 AM UTC
Everybody sees is you
And I’m the one who out of fit,
Crowded howls for your attention
I’m the one waiting for you,
Now I am standing on the edge of your spotlight,
Flashes and your designed smile
Is weakling over my heart ,
There’s a chance I might disappear,
Will you look for me,will you miss me
Like the cherry blossoms misses spring,
Like stars misses dark sky,
Like winter misses snow,
like soul misses a soul ,
or you would live like perfect fiction movie.
W.E
Aug 28, 2019
Aug 28, 2019 at 11:23 AM UTC
It’s seems the air is not enough for my lungs,
I feel everything is collapsed in place,
Something is pressing on my heart to death,
I feel sleepy and I feel part of me is broken,
And I wander inside my head looking for a picture that would make sense for I have completely forgotten.
W.E
Aug 28, 2019
Aug 28, 2019 at 11:21 AM UTC
Thousands of if’s,
Made me choose .
Maybe’s was seeding to hopes,
But’s made me imperfect.
All those if’s, maybes and but’s of your favorite confusions .
I say, stay in there,
You are conquering my mind that have moments of
grief ,
in all
He’s undisturbed ego,
often was
very good.
and when I let him go,
His ego trapped me forever ,
This story will never have an happy endings I worried all along .
W.E
Jul 24, 2019
Jul 24, 2019 at 7:06 AM UTC