I ran the race so I could win
But only lost before I won
I crossed the line to be the first
But came in last in every way
You don't have a clue as to know about what I have to say
Just remember that when you have done it all
There's nothing left
except to pass away
May 12, 2021
May 12, 2021 at 11:14 AM UTC
please take me back. i need you. i need to breathe you, i need to see you, i need you to live. you're my blood, you're my life, my sun and my earth. please, i'm so ******* sorry. i'm so messed up i don't deserve you. i don't know why i did it. please. i need you to love me. i ******* need you. please forgive me. you're the love of my life.
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 9:22 PM UTC
i cheated.
and it wasn't until i lost the love of my life that i realized it was wrong.
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 9:19 PM UTC
i'm so tired. please let me give up.
i don't want to be here anymore.
please dear god, let me leave. my hands are trembling with exhaustion.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i go to sleep every night hoping i don't wake up. i wake up every morning disappointed i did.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i'm so tired. PLEASE let me give up.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i don't want to be here anymore.
i don't want to be here anymore.
Dec 21, 2020
Dec 21, 2020 at 9:18 PM UTC
i need to be needed.
i need to be loved. to be craved.
but i run. i am a runner.
Jun 20, 2020
Jun 20, 2020 at 12:36 AM UTC
i must stop and think,
have i found love?
my burdening self belonging to a beauty,
and having that in return?
what is love? i do not know
i pursued that path before,
but the ground broke away beneath my clinging feet
perhaps i may try again to decipher the darkness
but who really knows what lies there anyway?
May 30, 2020
May 30, 2020 at 9:34 PM UTC
I can't get out.
I need to get out.
I need to be me. To find me.
Please. Let me. Out.
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 12:15 AM UTC