I knew the kisses weren't for me but they were for her lips
The "I love you" was supposed to be heard by her ears and not mine
When you held me, you saw her instead of me
Because you didn't love me
You didn't want me
But I was the "BEST" second choice
I'm sorry that I wasn't her
That you weren't in love with me
That I am in love with you
I'm sorry
Dec 29, 2018
Dec 29, 2018 at 3:15 AM UTC
I don't want to fall in love
Not with you
Not with anyone
It doesn't matter how much **** you say to me
About how much you love me which is a ******* lie
Or how much you need me which you don't
It doesn't matter and it never will
sigh
I don't want to be hurt anymore
I'm tired of going to sleep with tears on pillows
Pain in my heart
You on my mind
I'm tired of all this ********
That you so kindly give me
I'm tired of love
But guess what.......
crying
I'm in love with you.......
Jan 29, 2018
Jan 29, 2018 at 3:58 PM UTC
I can't breathe
gasp
I feel the water fill my lungs
panicking
I can't see anything around me
Searching
It's overwhelming me
screams
It's surrounding me
breathes in
I hit my back on something
opens eyes
Something soft
breathes slowly
I'm okay
smiles lightly
It was only a dream
Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 9:30 AM UTC
Remember when you said people lose people.
Yeah........
Well..... I'm ready to lose you.
Ok... I'm not holding you back.
Alright.
Then goodbye........
( I wish you could see my face when you sent me that message. I wish you could see me die when I realized you were right. We weren't meant to be and we were holding on to something that will never happen. It was just a hope, a beg. It was just a dream.......)
Sep 12, 2017
Sep 12, 2017 at 10:23 AM UTC
Me
I was blue
He
He was red
Us
We were lilac
Love
It turned gray
Pain
turned clear
His heart
turned black
Mine
turned white with speckles of red
Memories turned clear and invisible
That was the colors of our love
Mar 16, 2017
Mar 16, 2017 at 12:32 PM UTC
The air around me is getting thicker
So thick, that you could see it like fog
The sun is getting colder
So cold, that is feels like winter
The ground underneath me is disappearing
So quickly, that I might fall back
Everything is vanishing
So fast, that...... well you can't explain what it feels like when you get forgotten.
Feb 17, 2017
Feb 17, 2017 at 9:32 AM UTC
I wish I could feel your arms around me. I wish I could feel your lips against my again. I wish I could come to your house and us just watch movies and laugh together. I wish I could see your smile and be the one to make you smile. I wish I could proudly call you mine again. I wish I could dance with you one more time. I wish I could tell you that I love you.
Regret letting go. Regretting saying goodbye. Regretting falling apart. Regretting tell you that I miss you and that I love you. Regretting you see my pain. Regretting that I let you take control of me. But most of all..........
Regretting ever loving you and still loving you.
Feb 16, 2017
Feb 16, 2017 at 3:06 PM UTC
Stuck in the air
Need to come back to Earth
Floating above
I need someone to be my gravity
I need to get back to reality
I need to feel the ground under my feet again
I need someone to be my gravity
Feb 16, 2017
Feb 16, 2017 at 1:12 PM UTC
In a room
there is a bed.
Under that bed
there is a box.
On that box
there is a lock
In the box
there is a heart
If you look closer to the box
you could see a tag
On that tag
there is a name
Now turn around
do you see that little girl in the door
That is me
and my heart is the heart in the box.
Feb 14, 2017
Feb 14, 2017 at 12:04 PM UTC
I
I love
I love you
I love you more
I love you most
I love you mostest
I love you mostestest
I love you more than you love me
I love you more than anyone could love you
I don't love you anymore
I don't think we need to be together
Goodbye
Jan 25, 2017
Jan 25, 2017 at 1:09 PM UTC