I am an unfit girl.
I run when I'm stressed.
I run when I'm depressed.
I run when I feel my darkest emotions seeping out.
During the day I am a fit girl,
who's all smiles and friendly.
A supportive and energetic girlfriend.
A loving daughter.
A sister who you can call for when needed.
But at night,
I am an unfit girl.
Who lurks out in the dark and only follows the unwanted paths and alleys.
I run until I lose my breath,
panting my pain,
laughing out my sorrows,
tears of exhaustion running down this face.
Yet, the only thing I could hear is my pounding heart,
telling me to keep going.
I feel calm when I lose my breath,
a masochistic attitude, but I feel as if I'm vomiting my burden away.
Because the world is muted when I'm breathless.
And the only thing that's speaking is my soul to not give in.
I have to be an empty basket before a new day starts,
to carry the things life expects me to be.
Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 4:28 AM UTC
One,
You take my love carelessly that I don't have any left for myself.
Two,
I thought being swept away at night was romantic but as time passes by, I realized I was only used out from loneliness.
Three,
I cared for something that did not care for me back.
Four,
You weren't afraid of the thought of losing me.
Five,
You were a taker and not a giver.
Six,
You focused too much on the past.
Seven,
You're like a brick wall and refused to cooperate as a team.
Eight,
You appreciate the company of women, but don't appreciate the love they're willing to offer.
Nine,
Your pride is starting to blind you, to the point where you've became an egotistic man.
Ten,
And yet with all these flaws...I still love you.
Dec 24, 2015
Dec 24, 2015 at 3:16 AM UTC
searching for a word
to describe my love for you
those words don't exist
Jul 8, 2015
Jul 8, 2015 at 3:13 AM UTC
Humanity i love you
because you would rather black the boots of
success than enquire whose soul dangles from his
watch-chain which would be embarrassing for both
parties and because you
unflinchingly applaud all
songs containing the words country home and
mother when sung at the old howard
Humanity i love you because
when you’re hard up you pawn your
intelligence to buy a drink and when
you’re flush pride keeps
you from the pawn shop and
because you are continually committing
nuisances but more
especially in your own house
Humanity i love you because you
are perpetually putting the secret of
life in your pants and forgetting
it’s there and sitting down
on it
and because you are
forever making poems in the lap
of death Humanity
i hate you
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 4:29 AM UTC
If I can describe our relationship...
We would be like a rose.
Beautiful and fresh at first,
but as time passes on,
petals start to wither,
we start to fall apart.
Slowly drifting away....
like how rose petals sway with air.
Which then later becomes left and dried on dirt.
Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 7:36 AM UTC
I'm going to meet a stranger,
who then becomes my lover.
For a lifetime
& the first thing I would ask him would be,
"What took you so long?"
Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 3:13 PM UTC
i figured i would share a joke with you
my life
it's obviously a joke
because everyone seems to judge so easily
and laugh about everything
so why not share what seems to be
the funniest joke ever known?
it's funny how every ******* thing i go through
is entertainment
is a joke
what if you were the one going through this?
i guess no one would laugh at you though
look at you,
you're beautiful
and i can't compare
but why judge me when you haven't even endured
at least half the pain i have?
*are you aware of how ******* difficult it is for me to live?*
because all i seem to be able to think about
is dying because my life is a joke
and maybe if i died
the joke would end
because that's all i really want
i want all of you to stop laughing
at all the pain
tribulations
and trials i endure
each and every day..
maybe, if you knew what i went through,
you would be more sympathetic..
but go on, enjoy the joke
because soon, the joke will be over. //
Apr 19, 2014
Apr 19, 2014 at 4:16 AM UTC