Miles between
And it seems
Like a dream
That so soon
You'll be
Right here
Next to me
Sep 4, 2015
Sep 4, 2015 at 4:30 PM UTC
Greetings Death
You haunt me everyday
My days are always glooming
When you're not here
But I realized that its better that way
Death
You make me smile when I think of you
Is that normal?
Not sincerely
You grab me by the collar of my shirt
You remind me there's nothing to live for
Except to realize
That you, Death
Is my only priority in life
Grabbing the knife
And scarlet on my wrists
happiness through me
Death
I cannot go one day
Without thinking about...
You
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 5:25 PM UTC
I've never felt this way
In years.
22 years to be exact
Until that day
When he put his hands
On my throat.
My life flashed
Right before my eyes
I saw my funeral
My children crying
As they lowered me
Into the ground.
All he wanted was my car keys
But I stood my ground
I said No Twice.
I screamed out
Which caused him to run.
People ask
Are you alright
I answer honestly
No im not fine
I came close
To knocking on heavens door
That day
I escaped
But not entirely
You can call it luck
I call it a curse
Because now
I fight a diffrent battle
The curse he left behind
Utter and eternal
Fear.
Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 12:15 PM UTC
I often wonder
Who I really am
How so much has changed
Over the years
But one question
Still lingers in my heart
Why...
I have many friends
Just like me
But not quite me
Even they wonder the same
Why...
I felt I was diffrent
I felt so out of place
I felt something was missing
There is an eternal void
Why...
She gave me away
And I dont know why
So many questions
The answers I may never find
God put me here
For reasons still unrevealed
Until he shows me
I may never know.
It is hard being adopted
With questions unanswered
But something wonderful
Always makes me smile
I would never
Have
What I have now
If it wasnt for the adoption
I have a wonderful
Loving
Protective
Tight knit family
I call my own.
I have three children
Whom I love and protect with my life.
My parents
Whom
At times
Do tend to
Get on my last nerve
With the lectures
But deep down
I know they love me
They love me
The best they can
This is my legacy
This is who I am..
I am an adopted child
And im grateful
My family is apart of
My adopted legacy.
Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 12:14 PM UTC
