I lost my essence
My straight talking
Swearing
Sarcastic
Essence
I lost my essence
My crude
Laughing
Hedonistic
Essence
I lost my essence
My deep feeling
Creative
Heart on sleeve
Essence
I'm finding my essence.
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 2:09 AM UTC
What a difference a day makes
24 evolving hours
As the earth turns a new leaf
Beauty blossoms from our sours
We found an enchanted key
And put it in the lock
Turned it till the light burst out
And energy began to flock
We tuned back in the radio
To a frequency with a mark
No more long lost crackle
But a station with a spark
The flowers have started to bud
The clouds have started to go
The walls have started to melt
The light has started to glow
Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 1:59 AM UTC
Sometimes i don't want to be tethered to yesterday
It's nicer to forget
But having eyes wide to the future
Requires retrospective respect
To reach the top of maslow's pyramid
You have to knock down the walls
Reshuffle all the cards
And see where they might fall
Your peccadillo was just a trigger
To the burst of autumn red
I've awoken from my torper
And turned reality on its head.
Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 11:09 AM UTC
You called yourself the villain
But that's not entirely true
It takes two to tango
And turn a marriage blue
I'm sorry for my role
In this tragic play
I'm peeling off the layers
And revealing more each day
I'm not sure of our stories
And how they will evolve
But I'm sorry for our problems
Of which the causes we will solve.
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 5:41 AM UTC
I took my eyes out
Plugged my nose & ears
Burnt all my taste buds
Avoided touching my fears
I covered everything in a blanket
Of 'it has to be ok'
My main goal to achieve
Every single day
I snuffed all the light out
And let the laughter drown
I squashed all my emotions
Deep deep down
Time to unplug the senses
Untether what is deep and dark
Unlock all the emotions
Release the long lost spark.
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 1:59 AM UTC
Swinging wildly
With a deafening stroke
Air spilling from my lungs
Making me choke.
For richer, for poorer
For better, for worse
Am I under a spell
Or am I under a curse?
I spiral from strong
To weak in a breath
Solo to dual
I've done it to death.
I love you, I hate you
I feel so much more
I want you, can't stand you
Am spent on the floor.
When will I settle?
When will I know?
Will it be when my heart
Or my head tells me so?
How can I anchor
These pendulum thoughts?
Until then I will be
Out of all sorts.
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 2:47 PM UTC
You left today
But the bed was already empty
You already weren't here
A quiet chasm in the house
I should be missing you now
But I already missed you
You were already gone
Leaving silent spaces like *** holes everywhere
Now I stare at the empty spaces
And wish you hadn't left
In your mind
All those years ago
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 1:58 AM UTC
When the bomb dropped
I was at the epicentre
With my back turned
I didn't see it coming.
When the sky fell
I turned inside out
And became the earth
My heart bled everywhere.
But over the hill came an army
Carrying no weapons
Their palpable strength like a mirage
Their love blinding like laser beams.
They formed a force field
Lifted me up
Filled in the cracks
And carried me.
Indestructible strength
Unequivocal faith
Infinite power
My army of love.
Oct 31, 2015
Oct 31, 2015 at 4:46 PM UTC
You work on you
I'll work on me
If it is meant to be
It will be.
Oct 31, 2015
Oct 31, 2015 at 4:17 AM UTC
If poetry is a vehicle
I turn on the engine
Move through to high gear
And take myself away
If poetry is a vehicle
I lubricate the hinges
Wash off the dirt
And chase a sunny day
If poetry is a vehicle
I exhale the toxic emissions
Put away the sat nav
And find my own way
If poetry is a vehicle
It will take me to my destination
But will teach me on my journey
To better days
Oct 31, 2015
Oct 31, 2015 at 3:02 AM UTC