I'd pour my heart out
If I knew I wouldn't spill,
My hidden thoughts
And holy truths,
In palms I'm holding still
Blank stares
On sharpened stones,
Vanish overnight
Feelings hurt
But never wasted,
On things that
Don't feel right
Though my hands may sometimes shake
And my grip begins to wear,
My secret thoughts are mine alone
In a heart I'd never share
Mar 19
Mar 19, 2026 at 9:13 PM UTC
Graceful eyes,
Between the shades
Of brown and green
I find myself in the center,
Though at times,
My glacier eyes,
Are longing now,
More than I remember
Do colors blend
Between our screens?
Like the seasons in September
Or do they fade
Like Summer days
When we were both together.
Mar 12
Mar 12, 2026 at 12:28 PM UTC
Why did I fall so quickly
And why did you never catch me?
I've learned new ways to write to you
In moments of desire.
Memorized your design
And sculpted it out of clay,
Again and again
Until uncanny,
So I could see you everyday
And now I fall in love with cracks
In the corners of my memories
As everything falls apart
And daylight no longer matters,
Was I just a test in your institution?
A flaw in your thesis.
Or was I something more?
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 5:41 PM UTC
You bathe in the waterfalls of my silence
And claim your naked body is pure
I turn my lives into private
To dispel your acts of war
You whisper of rumors
On streets where I dwell
Soaked and somber
In the silence of the stories
I refuse to tell
Why should I speak
On such disbelief
When actions can
Speak for themselves
Jun 5, 2024
Jun 5, 2024 at 3:44 PM UTC
Even though we do not speak,
And I no longer crave your touch,
I root for you,
I always have
And always will my love.
On cloudy days,
I sit and pray,
And hope the sun shines through
Not for me,
I'll be okay
I hope it shines for you.
And although
We are strangers now
I don't hope we meet again
Sad to say
But, that's okay
I still root for you my friend
May 20, 2024
May 20, 2024 at 10:09 PM UTC
I've grown to love these cloudy skies,
Because the stars remind me of you.
Feb 29, 2024
Feb 29, 2024 at 8:10 PM UTC
I still never learned
To blow out the flames
And so they grow-
Instead of me
Burning the air
I've promised to breathe
Why keep a promise
If I'm broken as well
Not quite burning
but, still been through hell
It's through the chaos
I've found myself fireproof.
I still can't keep a promise
But, you won't burn me down.
Feb 19, 2024
Feb 19, 2024 at 8:48 PM UTC
Let's rewind to before we met,
So I can see your smile
Once more,
Before I knew
Your thoughts by heart
And was someone you adore
Let's forget eachother's
Coffee orders
And forget
Our favorite bars
Before we ever
Made mistakes
And wished
on shooting stars
I won't tell you
Our wishes never came true
Feb 16, 2024
Feb 16, 2024 at 9:34 PM UTC
Last year I would lay in your bed
Fall asleep dreaming
Of words that you said
"We can be happy"
Words we believed,
And today I still do
Though, When I wake
I'm not next to you
Still I dream
When seasons change
Too will your mind
Sep 27, 2023
Sep 27, 2023 at 8:58 PM UTC