With death comes a 6 sense
Your scent, your tears
I can feel when I'm all alone in bed
When no one is around you come to me
Your walk, your cough
I can hear when I am lounging around
At 8am on a lonely day I accept
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 1:37 AM UTC
I am the wind that whistles through the sky
I am the flower that so calmly leans on life
I am the ocean that flows through & through
I am a soul that searches within
I am the strongest bamboo growing
I am the cactus that provides you with water but the same cactus that provides the sharpest spines of warning
I am the butterfly that soars beautifully & freely
I am the sun that sheds light
I am also the dark moon that dims light
Oct 4, 2019
Oct 4, 2019 at 10:14 PM UTC
I have good days now
Even good weeks
This wasn't possible
under your regime
Jun 4, 2019
Jun 4, 2019 at 7:02 AM UTC
He was smooth but not understanding
He was charming but not loyal
He was beautiful but a manipulator
I knew this would come to and end
I knew I was a fool
He was secure but brought my insecurity
He was strong inside but not loving
He was my first but never mine
May 31, 2019
May 31, 2019 at 11:27 AM UTC
for a long time i've waited.
waited for my parents to care and come pick me up and save me until the day i realized they weren't worth the wait.
since then i've waited for the person i took for granted to just hold and squeeze and say "you are my worth, you are worthy, you defined worth and you showed me to realize what mine is. so for a long time i'll be waiting to see your face . i've waited and hoped that people i surrounded myself with would change. waited for a shift in many hearts. i've waited for so many things for so long and i failed to realize that the one message that was engraved in my head gradually slipped away getting lost into someone else. so again i wait. waiting is painful, exhausting, it is grief. waiting is all that until the day you realize you need not longer wait. so i choose not to wait. For people, for change of hearts, for saviors, for happiness. it will come to you when the time is right.and you realize the word "waiting" doesn’t even cross your mind. you've officially realized that you are WORTH more then what you know and what people think you are.
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 5:39 AM UTC
You were never good for my soul
But I knew it along
Staying and hoping something would be strong
It turned out to be something that I didn't want
All along I've asked for simple requests and you showed me it wasn't in your best interest
I've given up
From confusion, miss understanding, mis leading and constant fights
I think it's about time we say or goodbyes
I think it’s time I cleanse your skin from mine
I've had enough
You were someone that I once wanted
That I once thought I could love
But I don't think you're quite enough
Mar 21, 2017
Mar 21, 2017 at 4:07 PM UTC
Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. It is the bitter potion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore, trust the physician and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility." - Khalil Gibran
That quote inspired what I wrote because pain is a constant in this cruel world
And in all reality our pain is inspired by the struggles we've gone through, so it may not be easy but to medicate and starting the process of healing is on you. Others may have caused what you're going through but it's up to you to make it better, because even if it's raining now there's always a chance for better weather
Mar 6, 2017
Mar 6, 2017 at 1:52 AM UTC
What should love feel like?
Should I be discouraged?
Should I be on edge?
Sometimes I feel this should come to an end.
Should love be arguments?
Should love be insecurity?
It's very dangerous if you ask me.
Should it be forgiving?
Should it be all knowing?
Mistakes is a part of love I suppose
But often enough you should receive a rose
Quite frankly I am not enough
But it is as if I can't find someone better?
Perhaps I just haven't meet him yet
My worth is more than a ****** time.
My worth is a lifeline
Is it love? Is it like? Is it lust?
I'm wrapped up.
& I just don't know.
Dec 6, 2016
Dec 6, 2016 at 1:58 AM UTC
Everyday you come across many people
Short, tall, black, white, round, slim, pretty and ugly
You learn eventually that these people become gone
Gone is many ways
Gone towards you
Gone towards themselves
Spritrualy, mentally, physically, and financially
The truth is that these strangers are your friends, your lover, your family.
They take you on beautiful strolls to contemplate on life
They take a toll on your life
They take a hold on your life
Accepting the love we think we deserve has hit me the worst
Wherever it may be you would like to be accepted
At school
At home
At work
Anywhere, acception is key
Have you ever wondered why people feel the need to be accepted by someone that truly does not care for their being?
It's an indescribable pain
Being unaccepted can taunt your innerself and make you believe you cannot live without
You're mental and physical frame convinces you to believe that you will never be good enough for anything or anyone
Still people chose to hold on and continue to what cannot be
The madness of this is that while we try to spread love we have not recieved it back and we can but not from the people we deeply desire for
May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 3:07 AM UTC
I wonder if you can see Love
I wonder if it exists where you do not know
Does it just float around from place to place?
Or is it beneath you're heart growing in pain?
Does Love mean anything to you at all?
Does my Love grow through you?
I wonder if you know you are loved in every possible way
From the soul of your heart to the feet on your toes
I wonder if you know Love can change you in every possible way.
So.. be free with your Love
Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 7:07 AM UTC