I feel really angry and stupid..
It's aching that you became my regret.
Up till now, I still wonder what exactly you were afraid of, for real, cause it definitely wasn't commitment.
I never thought uncertainty would be this painful but that's little compared to what you felt about my communication and trust issues and I'm really sorry about that, I really am.
I really have a lot to say, so much and I'm going to because there's no other person to say it to than you and I don't want to keep harboring my pain just to feed my ego.
May 7, 2020
May 7, 2020 at 4:39 PM UTC
i am beautiful
i am bold
i am nature
i am gold
i am told ''I'm not sold''
i am royal, not controlled
i am endowed, don't be alarmed
i am made of black
Apr 23, 2020
Apr 23, 2020 at 5:00 PM UTC