i really cant believe
that you cant see
how broken and torn
you left me
laying there
on the floor
aching and wishing
i knew what i did wrong
Jul 9, 2016
Jul 9, 2016 at 11:34 PM UTC
how could I know
that your presence
your touch
your taste
your smile
your lips on my neck
could possibly be so addictive?
May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 12:41 PM UTC
i need to learn that it gets harder
and harder
to rid of the toxins
others call love
because our stars will forbid to cross
and you will never explore my galaxy
for the endless depths of feeling
i have for you
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 10:16 PM UTC
if i'm not allowed to love you
then what am i supposed to do
with the butterflies every time i see you
or the smile i get when i hear your name
or the deep feelings in the pit of my stomach
when our hands touch
or eyes meet
and at night
when i lay awake
crying
shaking
wanting you
that i know
that the world does not want me to be happy
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 10:12 PM UTC
and when i finally decided to let you go
you showed me the one thing
that you said was never a lie
and that was behind all the black and white
you hid more than the truth
but how you knew how to break me down
and torture me from the inside out
Apr 26, 2016
Apr 26, 2016 at 10:27 PM UTC
not only do the drugs
and alcohol
drown out the pain
but they also allow me
to drown out myself
Feb 4, 2016
Feb 4, 2016 at 9:01 AM UTC
i didn't know that
letting you go
would end up hurting me the most
and making me do everything
to keep from going back to you
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 12:52 PM UTC
*i am like a snowflake
i think i am beautiful
for just an instant
and then i am gone
in the blink of an eye
gone from the cold frozen tundra
of the world*
Dec 7, 2015
Dec 7, 2015 at 5:51 PM UTC
I'm only tripped out
by the thought of you
and burning by
the feeling of your hands
on my hips
but the sad thing is
when i'm sober
the high goes away
and reality hits
Nov 26, 2015
Nov 26, 2015 at 12:08 AM UTC
when i think of the lines and scratches
that scatter my hips and thighs
i realize that each one
is a release
a small bliss
of the sizable pain inside me
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 7:04 PM UTC