i really cant believe
that you cant see
how broken and torn
you left me
laying there
on the floor
aching and wishing
i knew what i did wrong
Jul 9, 2016
Jul 9, 2016 at 11:34 PM UTC
how could I know
that your presence
your touch
your taste
your smile
your lips on my neck
could possibly be so addictive?
May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 12:41 PM UTC
i need to learn that it gets harder
and harder
to rid of the toxins
others call love
because our stars will forbid to cross
and you will never explore my galaxy
for the endless depths of feeling
i have for you
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 10:16 PM UTC
if i'm not allowed to love you
then what am i supposed to do
with the butterflies every time i see you
or the smile i get when i hear your name
or the deep feelings in the pit of my stomach
when our hands touch
or eyes meet
and at night
when i lay awake
crying
shaking
wanting you
that i know
that the world does not want me to be happy
May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 10:12 PM UTC
and when i finally decided to let you go
you showed me the one thing
that you said was never a lie
and that was behind all the black and white
you hid more than the truth
but how you knew how to break me down
and torture me from the inside out
Apr 26, 2016
Apr 26, 2016 at 10:27 PM UTC
not only do the drugs
and alcohol
drown out the pain
but they also allow me
to drown out myself
Feb 4, 2016
Feb 4, 2016 at 9:01 AM UTC
i didn't know that
letting you go
would end up hurting me the most
and making me do everything
to keep from going back to you
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 12:52 PM UTC
*if pretending
that i dont love you
is the only way
to stay close to you,
i swear i will do it
a million times over*
Jan 15, 2016
Jan 15, 2016 at 12:50 PM UTC
she looked at me
knowingly
and said,
*"for you to
hate
someone
that much,
you must have
once loved them
just as
equally."*
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 11:15 AM UTC
some days i wonder
why you still
remain;
other days
i find comfort
in your
lingering
like a patch of
snow
in the dead
of July -
i dont know
what the ****
youre still
doing here,
but i know
that i am
comforted
by the oncoming
promise of the
cold
Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 11:14 AM UTC