I haven't ever looked into the eyes of an animal or a bird
And seen sin there!
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
"Time might make me forget your smell, and the taste of your lips, but I can never forget the way you made me feel, I can never forget the things you said to me, not only because I can't but because i don't want to, i don't even know the reason I am typing this, you hurt me so bad, so bad that nothing else mattered to me, but as i write this I feel selfless and that's frankly what I felt every time I talked to you because I felt obligated to, that myself was utterly nothing compared to you."
Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 9:57 PM UTC
The only good thing about devil is
he resembles me.
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 12:00 PM UTC
She's just awhile away and I lose my patience
I need her in my eyes grows my dependence!
I need me in her eyes fill me in her sense
how I love on her my growing dependence!
My urge to be with her is growing by the day
miss her for too long when a moment she's away!
I need me in her eyes need her in my sense
a moment seems too long in her absence!
My need to fill with her gets me happiness
how I love on her my growing madness!
I need her in my eyes fill her in my sense
don't care if it shows love's trait of impatience!
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 11:59 AM UTC
Only after you lose
you realize
you hadn't done enough.
Aug 16, 2014
Aug 16, 2014 at 11:57 AM UTC
Thought I could feel
your hand last night
touching mine gently
it felt so right
lasted the hours
till I went to sleep
a memory that
I'll want to keep
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 10:33 PM UTC
your hot breath Consumes my ears
my neck, Victim to your tongue
Heated Passion
with kisses that Burn
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 10:24 PM UTC
Someone said to me " I can't believe you tuned to this person you are" and so I thought if I can be cruel and pain myself if I can be cruel and pretend everything I am not, then I might as well be cruel, against my will, might as well hurt myself same way others do, might as well cry more, might as well hate myself more, be left without anyone but then again it's all lies and only I know so and my feelings don't matter.
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 12:53 AM UTC
Same memories renewing my pain
If I can just get over the fact that I will never be the same,
I was a victim of the enemy I thought of over and over again
Time betrayed me the same way it did to everyone I warned before
I guess I am just another one and we are all the same
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 12:28 AM UTC
I want to write in a silent night
Holding my pen in a white sheet
I looked so uptight-dripping black ink.
Just can't think.
A dark clouds dispersing my mind
A big storm is coming
There must be an exit,
just can't find.
It washed everything away
Thoughts clambering on a trench
It's in the tip of the tounge,
just can't say.
The feelings were trapped
In an empty room so cold and dark
A shudder from horror,
just can't pray.
Squiggle! Squiggle!
Crumpled papers on the floor,
I badly want to find a door
Ugh, just can't write!
-A
8/14/14
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 12:20 AM UTC