How dare you reduce me to one race
how dare you judge me based on my birth place?
I may not be wealthy, but I am rich,
oh have I learnt that life can be a *****
born to a Muslim father,
raised by an Orthodox mother,
but why I do I bother,
all you can do is smother
me with your negativity,
you won't understand,
that those two go well hand in hand,
I live in Slovenia, it all makes me Slavic as hell,
If you are willing to listen to the story I'm about to tell,
It all used to be one big entity
until they destroyed it, blurred my sense of identity...
So as a kid I was ashamed
'cause I didn't belong,
I couldn't be tamed,
my pride was too strong,
I was confused,
I didn't get it,
that three cultures in me were fused,
they made me hate it, regret it,
now that I'm older I can finally see,
all that **** was irrelevant, cos I am me.
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 2:48 PM UTC
I need to say that sleeping is...
hard to achieve when your goals are set high, and yet something prevents me
to convey just how difficult rest is to apply to your day to day life
trying to get by
Every year around this time I get weird without knowing why...
Leaves start to fall and my body starts shutting down in depression that won't let me live my life happily without dodging the darts, here's my vain confession, I'm scrolling through a lie, reading stupid people's denials... just an advice:
don't let them tell you that you don't suffice... you **** well know what you have to do, just shut them up with a smile that says "I hate you too" ;)
Sep 25, 2015
Sep 25, 2015 at 11:05 PM UTC
bag with filthy clothes that smell of deranged violet and fistful of thoughts
breaking down in a million different ways trying to prevent a collision of teardrops.
hanging in there was never so hard
glass was always more fragile to break
my soul was never the one that stops yet
it's higher in someone else's regard,
so I am repeating the same mistake.
the rag stinks of defeat and my mouth carries a taste of someone else's words I can't repeat...
Sep 5, 2015
Sep 5, 2015 at 10:40 PM UTC
when insomnia strikes, I try to hide
it shows streams of restraint that need hiding...
it. I. me. do. The. Beginning.
I don't think I really know.
I just wanted to be left
alone.
do it for the cause.
do it for those who can't
make it look effortless
and do it without a pause.
it can't be done overnight
but remember that you have to go through this week without being right.
Forcing rhyme won't help you this time... oh well, here it is...
can't say I didn't try...
Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC
here she is once again,
the thrilling bliss of southern rain
he saw he conquered he came
he left her in the toilet without a shame
she cried many times for all the
promises and lies he told them
they said chin up madame,
you have to move on, the train stops for no one
even if he is gone...
Aug 16, 2013
Aug 16, 2013 at 10:07 AM UTC
She thinks of the way he kisses
with eyes wide open not wanting
to waste a second of seeing her
She is too stunning and luminous
To look away...
The bird flies... with a certain thrill
The bird sings... And it always will.
The bird left the nest...
The sky gave it
the real reason to do so...
the life made us rhyme, so...
there is no She without "He",
as there is no nest of mine...
Jun 15, 2013
Jun 15, 2013 at 10:30 PM UTC
Will appear strong she will be seen as rotund, small
She will rock your world and and be your fall
She will wait for you to return
Seeing as past will burn
Burn
Bur
Bu
B
Is what she will be
She will never be your A
Yet something will make you stay
Never wonder why
Never
Why
It's more fun that way…
Jan 15, 2013
Jan 15, 2013 at 3:40 PM UTC
stay loyal to the dreams of your youth
know where you stand and what is your truth
be who you are and watch what you do
for many will want to know what you knew
but you must let them live their own lives
learn for themselves when their chance arrives
remember : you never slow down, you never grow old
no matter what you are told or what future may hold
just want you to know and never forget
you are smart enough to do things you'll never regret.
don't worry 'bout future, don't live in the past,
'cos this life was never meant to last
therefore it makes much more sense
to live in the present tense... :)
Feb 2, 2012
Feb 2, 2012 at 9:55 AM UTC
"alone : whether you like it or not,
alone will be something you'll be quite a lot"
is what Dr. Seuss said.
and I am hanging on a very loose thread.
I am falling.
deep.
it hurts with every breath I take
have you ever loved anyone so much
you wanted to scratch your eyes out
because they are the window to your soul
and you were afraid the person you love
will want to jump out of that window?
simply because they are not bold enough
to take you just the way you are...
with all your nasty habbits
when every look they give you
cuts deeper pain
the kind of pain
not even the rain can...
wash away.
you just want to write everything that ever happened to you on one big pile of papers
and BURN IT
before someone can read it.
BURN IT
because you HAVE TO believe
it will make it better.
until you wake up next morning
seeing nothing changed
and the pain is still the same...
Jan 30, 2012
Jan 30, 2012 at 10:15 AM UTC
so I couldn't be bothered dealing with anyone else.
yet
I like others dealing with me
and proving them how wrong they are.
when I walk
I at all times
walk
in a clockWISE manner
to the right.
because it is my right
to live my life exactly how I want it.
walk on only the white lines of the zebra
peeling my mandarines
and not letting you peel them
letting you in
but not letting you out.
you are mine.
and I am yours.
so
<3<3<3 <3 <3 <3 <3<3<3
save my heart
and bare my soul.
Jan 23, 2012
Jan 23, 2012 at 6:11 PM UTC