I lay wanting to have you in my arms
I lay wondering what we would’ve have
I lay in distress
I lay
I wanted to meet you
Nov 1, 2023
Nov 1, 2023 at 12:38 AM UTC
“Idk how your new boyfriend stands you”
From what you know I would hate a long distance relationship
From what you know I’m still “toxic as ****
From what you know “I haven’t changed at all”
But you never new me at all
If that was true why would I be in the most loving relationship I’ve experienced?
If it was true why was I the one blessed by a new loving relationship?
If you knew me at all, you would be happy that I’m happy.
I broke up with him for having an obsession with my sister. Illegally taking pictures of her at my family Christmas..
You never knew me at all
Nov 4, 2020
Nov 4, 2020 at 2:41 PM UTC
depressed, drunk and disgusting
you inserted yourself to my life with no judgement
you saw the broken pieces that he left me
blessed by you placed into my life. You took out the knife.
I’m worthy of the love you give me. As you are the love I give you. I miss you.
Sep 28, 2020
Sep 28, 2020 at 10:22 PM UTC
Anti- anti- social I cry,
Don’t even try,
Scream my nights by
Sep 28, 2020
Sep 28, 2020 at 10:08 PM UTC
Bring me down never feels like you want me around.
Remember when i would kiss your head?
On my own again. You were always my best friend.
Keep me where you want me. I hold no value.
Every day relive the pain.
Never will be the same again.
Jun 2, 2020
Jun 2, 2020 at 7:09 PM UTC
Its been four years, night terror, more details, night terror, depression, night terror, it feels all my fault, night terror, no one will believe you, night terror, incident anniversary, night terror, more details revealed, night terror, you deserved it, night terror, I will never heal, night terror, loose a friend, night terror, paralysis, night terror, no one believes me, night terror, self sabotage, night terror, harm, night terror repeat..
Mar 5, 2018
Mar 5, 2018 at 3:02 AM UTC
I told you I was yours to keep
No you're not dreaming, I slid to sleep
You keep on running, losing heat
Please stop running, rest your feet
Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 10:54 PM UTC
Night terrors of haunting PTSD memories, they trigger me to how I used to be, wake up distraught in tears, a heart full of anxiety, I can't remember but I'm upset, unable to control out of control emotion, crying unable to go back, overwhelmed and left on my own, cant they see I'm the one under attack, a monster in myself please don't tie it to me, a genetic disease, my life has little to no ease, needing a release of intense pent up emotion, it was a mistake, I can't believe I've done this. I can't believe I've done this. I can't believe I've done this.
May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 8:42 AM UTC
Depression is everywhere in everyone
Depression is stuck to mankind, an illness
Depression is using drinking as a way to pass time
Depression is telling you no ones going to stay
Depression is the lead to addiction
Depression is an addiction in itself
Depression is deadly
get help before it's too late
Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 3:18 AM UTC