diamonddust - Hello Poetry

I am Grey, And today is the day, This is winter, The Winter of Grey. The day I shed my human skin, I shed it fast, Fast with a feeling of terrible sin. But wait, Hold on, It is not yet the break of Dawn. Then I see her in the crowd, She is very quiet, not too loud, She stopped briefly then bowed. She is a Special, Bright, not dull, I feel it again, That quick thump in my skull. I ask her to step forward, To show me how she can shift, She waits, hesitantly, Her mind gone adrift. Her fur is black, As black as night can be, I want to unlock her heart, With my special key. I think I fell in love, This wasn't supposed to happen, She is so fragile, As fragile as a dove. I will have to tell her what I am, A beast. A monster. A wolf. But she already knows, She is one too, It happen so often, Every so few. The pain inside, It already grew, I want springtime back, To bring back new. She locks herself in her room, To hide from the wintry gloom of day, I too, try to escape, But no one can every say Because this is it, the Winter of Grey.

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Mar 7, 2014

Mar 7, 2014 at 6:11 PM UTC

diamonddust

Winter of Grey

I am Grey, And today is the day, This is winter, The Winter of Grey. The day I shed my human skin, I shed it fast, Fast with a feeling of terrible sin. But wait, Hold on, It is not yet the break of Dawn. Then I see her in the crowd, She is very quiet, not too loud, She stopped briefly then bowed. She is a Special, Bright, not dull, I feel it again, That quick thump in my skull. I ask her to step forward, To show me how she can shift, She waits, hesitantly, Her mind gone adrift. Her fur is black, As black as night can be, I want to unlock her heart, With my special key. I think I fell in love, This wasn't supposed to happen, She is so fragile, As fragile as a dove. I will have to tell her what I am, A beast. A monster. A wolf. But she already knows, She is one too, It happen so often, Every so few. The pain inside, It already grew, I want springtime back, To bring back new. She locks herself in her room, To hide from the wintry gloom of day, I too, try to escape, But no one can every say Because this is it, the Winter of Grey.

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Times are tough, very hard, I need to keep my eyes open and on guard, I fall like glass, a broken shard. You are here, I am there. My heart says care, life says beware. No matter where you go, it will always snow. With new beginnings and new life, I will tread the hidden path. Though summer seems short, And winter is long, This might be where I belong. Times are tough, very hard, I now know to keep myself on guard, I fall like glass, a broken shard.

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Mar 7, 2014

Mar 7, 2014 at 5:32 PM UTC

diamonddust

I Fall Like Glass, A Broken Shard

Times are tough, very hard, I need to keep my eyes open and on guard, I fall like glass, a broken shard. You are here, I am there. My heart says care, life says beware. No matter where you go, it will always snow. With new beginnings and new life, I will tread the hidden path. Though summer seems short, And winter is long, This might be where I belong. Times are tough, very hard, I now know to keep myself on guard, I fall like glass, a broken shard.

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I cry, I don't know why, I guess it's because you decided to die. ~ You are gone, And I don't know how or why. ~ Your parents won't tell me a thing, I feel it, I feel that horrible sting. ~ Come back to me! Come back to me! My heart doth sing! ~ You are gone, And it must be true, Because I am not with you.

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Dec 21, 2013

Dec 21, 2013 at 11:16 PM UTC

diamonddust

You Are Gone

I cry, I don't know why, I guess it's because you decided to die. ~ You are gone, And I don't know how or why. ~ Your parents won't tell me a thing, I feel it, I feel that horrible sting. ~ Come back to me! Come back to me! My heart doth sing! ~ You are gone, And it must be true, Because I am not with you.

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I avoid your gaze whenever I see you, This is too much, too much for me to lose. ~ You never talk to me, Is it because I am ugly? ~ I want you so bad, I never knew that I had. ~ I've loved you forever without even knowing, Is it bad? Has it been showing? ~ At this point, I don't care, I just want to touch you and mess up your hair. ~ You are confusing but yet so beautiful to me, I want to love you, Can't you see? ~ Listen, listen, Please listen to me! I need you more than anything! ~ As I lay down in my bed at night, I wonder if I could fly over imaginable heights, Just like loving you would be so bright. ~ Alas, it will never happen, I guess we are not meant to be, I just want to love you, And have you right here, right beside me.

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Dec 21, 2013

Dec 21, 2013 at 11:11 PM UTC

diamonddust

Right Beside Me

I avoid your gaze whenever I see you, This is too much, too much for me to lose. ~ You never talk to me, Is it because I am ugly? ~ I want you so bad, I never knew that I had. ~ I've loved you forever without even knowing, Is it bad? Has it been showing? ~ At this point, I don't care, I just want to touch you and mess up your hair. ~ You are confusing but yet so beautiful to me, I want to love you, Can't you see? ~ Listen, listen, Please listen to me! I need you more than anything! ~ As I lay down in my bed at night, I wonder if I could fly over imaginable heights, Just like loving you would be so bright. ~ Alas, it will never happen, I guess we are not meant to be, I just want to love you, And have you right here, right beside me.

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What is this called, It is called sanity, I don't think I have that. ~ I'm about as sane as a cat, But I was never born with that, In fact, I 've never thought like that. ~ Sanity? More like, insanity, I can see. ~ He is watching me, But I'm not that crazy, Help me... ~ Insanity you haunt me so, When the lights are turned way down low, I can still see your faint, little glow. ~ The screams in my head, Ring as I lay in my bed, This is the time of the year that I dread. ~ Night, cradle me, Do not confuse thee, I have already lost so much sanity.

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Dec 21, 2013

Dec 21, 2013 at 11:03 PM UTC

diamonddust

Sanity-Insanity

What is this called, It is called sanity, I don't think I have that. ~ I'm about as sane as a cat, But I was never born with that, In fact, I 've never thought like that. ~ Sanity? More like, insanity, I can see. ~ He is watching me, But I'm not that crazy, Help me... ~ Insanity you haunt me so, When the lights are turned way down low, I can still see your faint, little glow. ~ The screams in my head, Ring as I lay in my bed, This is the time of the year that I dread. ~ Night, cradle me, Do not confuse thee, I have already lost so much sanity.

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I watch you, I see you, But most of all, I know you. ~ You. The most beautiful girl in school, You, who screams my name and has nightmares so cruel. ~ You, The one I love, The one who's as beautiful as a dove. ~ You, Who's eyes are crystal blue, And who's face is clear and true. ~ You, who loves me back, Who whispers my name in the night, Just to end up looking so bright. *You, The one person that has lips so sweet, We cuddle up close to hear the beat. Our bodies close as we meet.

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Dec 20, 2013

Dec 20, 2013 at 7:18 PM UTC

diamonddust

You.

I watch you, I see you, But most of all, I know you. ~ You. The most beautiful girl in school, You, who screams my name and has nightmares so cruel. ~ You, The one I love, The one who's as beautiful as a dove. ~ You, Who's eyes are crystal blue, And who's face is clear and true. ~ You, who loves me back, Who whispers my name in the night, Just to end up looking so bright. *You, The one person that has lips so sweet, We cuddle up close to hear the beat. Our bodies close as we meet.

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I often dream, About you, it seems, Your face reflecting off the moonbeams. ~ I often dream Of your beautiful eyes, And when you walk in, All the sadness dies. ~ I often dream, *About your lips, on mine, Which softly combine and entertwine. ~ I often dream, Of you as a person who, Will notice me someday, When will it be? Time will never say.

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Dec 19, 2013

Dec 19, 2013 at 2:04 PM UTC

diamonddust

Often.

I often dream, About you, it seems, Your face reflecting off the moonbeams. ~ I often dream Of your beautiful eyes, And when you walk in, All the sadness dies. ~ I often dream, *About your lips, on mine, Which softly combine and entertwine. ~ I often dream, Of you as a person who, Will notice me someday, When will it be? Time will never say.

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I feel trapped, trapped in these prison bars, Making, creating scars within, I have done something wrong, I committed a sin. ~ It feels wrong, To be stuck in here for so long, I feel weak but yet so strong. ~ I need to break out of this holding cell, This is it, I'm in hell, These prison bars are too strong to tell.

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Dec 19, 2013

Dec 19, 2013 at 1:53 PM UTC

diamonddust

Prison Bars

I feel trapped, trapped in these prison bars, Making, creating scars within, I have done something wrong, I committed a sin. ~ It feels wrong, To be stuck in here for so long, I feel weak but yet so strong. ~ I need to break out of this holding cell, This is it, I'm in hell, These prison bars are too strong to tell.

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Quarantined is what I am, Sitting here, waiting, urging on the dam, This is a mistake, a futile scam, Quarantined is what I am. ~ Quarantined, this is me, Standing here for all to see, I wish I could hide and run and flee, Quarantined, this is me. ~ Quarantined, I am still here, Exausted, quiet, but still not clear, I have not yet shed a tear, Quarantined, I am still here. ~ Quarantined, get me out! I will scream and kick and shout! I feel as though I will have a black-out, Quarantined, get me out! ~ Quarantined, I am no more, They type in the code and unlock the door, I feel healthy to the core, Sitting there for weeks of four, Quarantined, I am no more. ~ Quarantined, my Love is now, I want back in, let me in somehow! I want him out, I want him now! Quarantined, my Love is now. ~ Quarantined, with hands upon glass. I cannot win, I cannot surpass, Your eyes stare at me, green as the greenest grass, Quarantined, with hands upon glass. ~ Quarantined, he is to me, They drag me away from his lifeless body, I do not look, This is too much to see, Quarantined, he is to me.

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Dec 18, 2013

Dec 18, 2013 at 6:15 PM UTC

diamonddust

Quarantined

Quarantined is what I am, Sitting here, waiting, urging on the dam, This is a mistake, a futile scam, Quarantined is what I am. ~ Quarantined, this is me, Standing here for all to see, I wish I could hide and run and flee, Quarantined, this is me. ~ Quarantined, I am still here, Exausted, quiet, but still not clear, I have not yet shed a tear, Quarantined, I am still here. ~ Quarantined, get me out! I will scream and kick and shout! I feel as though I will have a black-out, Quarantined, get me out! ~ Quarantined, I am no more, They type in the code and unlock the door, I feel healthy to the core, Sitting there for weeks of four, Quarantined, I am no more. ~ Quarantined, my Love is now, I want back in, let me in somehow! I want him out, I want him now! Quarantined, my Love is now. ~ Quarantined, with hands upon glass. I cannot win, I cannot surpass, Your eyes stare at me, green as the greenest grass, Quarantined, with hands upon glass. ~ Quarantined, he is to me, They drag me away from his lifeless body, I do not look, This is too much to see, Quarantined, he is to me.

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I draw my arm back, And breathe in, out,in,out, Feeling as though I don't have a doubt. ~ You are behind me, Pulling my arm along with yours, I breathe again slowly.... In. Out. In. Out. ~ I turn my head around and look into your beautiful eyes, Beautiful, beauty like the skies, I love the color, the color of those eyes. ~ We both breathe the same breath, The same rythym beating inside our chests, In. Out. In. Out. ~ Your hands on my waist, Clenching tightly, but gently, The Winds blow through the trees. ~ I release the arrow that my bow holds, It hits the target dead in the center, To my heart you enter. ~ I smile at my accomplishment, At our happy, steady, temperament, I feel like a bird, tired and bent. ~ You turn me around, spin me in your arms, Kiss me gently on the lips, Whisper a poem in my ear, ~ We breathe, we kiss, we touch, we love, It feels as though a dozen Angels are watching from above, *We soar, we fly, like white, silvery doves, In. Out. In. Out.

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Dec 17, 2013

Dec 17, 2013 at 7:13 PM UTC

diamonddust

In. Out. In. Out.

I draw my arm back, And breathe in, out,in,out, Feeling as though I don't have a doubt. ~ You are behind me, Pulling my arm along with yours, I breathe again slowly.... In. Out. In. Out. ~ I turn my head around and look into your beautiful eyes, Beautiful, beauty like the skies, I love the color, the color of those eyes. ~ We both breathe the same breath, The same rythym beating inside our chests, In. Out. In. Out. ~ Your hands on my waist, Clenching tightly, but gently, The Winds blow through the trees. ~ I release the arrow that my bow holds, It hits the target dead in the center, To my heart you enter. ~ I smile at my accomplishment, At our happy, steady, temperament, I feel like a bird, tired and bent. ~ You turn me around, spin me in your arms, Kiss me gently on the lips, Whisper a poem in my ear, ~ We breathe, we kiss, we touch, we love, It feels as though a dozen Angels are watching from above, *We soar, we fly, like white, silvery doves, In. Out. In. Out.

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