destroyingangel - Hello Poetry

I feel Empty whatever i see there's nothing there's a hate and i dislike it whatever it is it's a humilation and i cant get rid of it because of bad things around me and it was so imperfect that i can't take it off it sticked to my head like a glue i have no ******* clue what was about to happen My Eyes have burned like i'm in hell Whatever i wish they die In that Maggot-filled well

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Nov 5, 2018

Nov 5, 2018 at 8:18 AM UTC

destroyingangel

I Feel Empty

I feel Empty whatever i see there's nothing there's a hate and i dislike it whatever it is it's a humilation and i cant get rid of it because of bad things around me and it was so imperfect that i can't take it off it sticked to my head like a glue i have no ******* clue what was about to happen My Eyes have burned like i'm in hell Whatever i wish they die In that Maggot-filled well

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Flesh sealing my cold orbs, that remain on fire still at night. Energy yet undrained in the late hour of the night. What are the odds with me being up? What reason is it for me being up? What am i looking for? what am i thinking of? Was it some good deed that has to be done, yet never notice a responsibility to take action? is there any chance for me to go back and recheck or was it too late for me to look for a solution? my eyes then froze open as the sun comes out, thinking about how i even managed to survive the death's time. As i lay down still until 11 am, i asked myself "will my smile forever shine?" I keep swallowing the wretched air of stress and insanity. I keep clinging onto the somber dance of nothing. I keep lacing my own skin with loneliness and punity. I keep holding on the thoughts of everyday, i feel disgusting Forfeit mere beside my bed, i still froze to this dawning haze. I see grey mist in front of my eyes, dismissing the wish of this very last day.

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Nov 5, 2018

Nov 5, 2018 at 8:16 AM UTC

destroyingangel

Can't Sleep

Flesh sealing my cold orbs, that remain on fire still at night. Energy yet undrained in the late hour of the night. What are the odds with me being up? What reason is it for me being up? What am i looking for? what am i thinking of? Was it some good deed that has to be done, yet never notice a responsibility to take action? is there any chance for me to go back and recheck or was it too late for me to look for a solution? my eyes then froze open as the sun comes out, thinking about how i even managed to survive the death's time. As i lay down still until 11 am, i asked myself "will my smile forever shine?" I keep swallowing the wretched air of stress and insanity. I keep clinging onto the somber dance of nothing. I keep lacing my own skin with loneliness and punity. I keep holding on the thoughts of everyday, i feel disgusting Forfeit mere beside my bed, i still froze to this dawning haze. I see grey mist in front of my eyes, dismissing the wish of this very last day.

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Thanks for scarring my happy self, thanks for putting me in a lower shelf. Thanks to you who lacks self confidence, Oh, i'm sorry. I've never seen you so dense. All i wanted from you was the most truthful word, but all i had are the verbal knives that stab through my vital cord. I've been realising that you've been tarnishing people, Labeling yourself as god, but to them as your sheeple. I thought you were one of the people of the light, now i've realised you have faked the sight. I could have defended myself from you very fast, or maybe you should just get a brain lobotomy before your life will last. And if you didn't really just snap yourself out of it, you'll forever become as ignorant. That's it.

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Nov 5, 2018

Nov 5, 2018 at 8:15 AM UTC

destroyingangel

Thanks for scarring my happy self

Thanks for scarring my happy self, thanks for putting me in a lower shelf. Thanks to you who lacks self confidence, Oh, i'm sorry. I've never seen you so dense. All i wanted from you was the most truthful word, but all i had are the verbal knives that stab through my vital cord. I've been realising that you've been tarnishing people, Labeling yourself as god, but to them as your sheeple. I thought you were one of the people of the light, now i've realised you have faked the sight. I could have defended myself from you very fast, or maybe you should just get a brain lobotomy before your life will last. And if you didn't really just snap yourself out of it, you'll forever become as ignorant. That's it.

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