What would it take to get on that level?
I've done so much.
Been there.
I'd do anything.
And all I want in return is to be thought of,
To be on that level, too.
And to not be taken for granted, ever.
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 10:48 PM UTC
Have you ever been with people that make you feel a way that words can't express? Almost like time doesn't exist, and you can be young forever. You're frozen in that day, that moment, and it's the only thing that matters. There are no outside forces to distract you or take you away, reality is nonexistent. Obligations may get in the way, but they're irrelevant once you're back in the altered reality that has been created. There's nothing else like it, when you have best friends.
Jan 20, 2015
Jan 20, 2015 at 12:38 AM UTC
laying in my bed, trying to write this poem
Being in a small town, wishing somewhere bigger and brighter was my home.
A place where people don't sleep.
Where the night owls thrive.
A place where everything is always alive.
I look outside my window and see nothing but darkness and an empty street.
Nothing but one street lamp, how does everyone feel complete?
Do people ever get lonely and want something more?
Doesn't anyone always want an open door?
I want to look out my window, and see action.
Taxi's and people and human interaction.
Not some empty street that's a depressing distraction.
I want something more, bright lights galore, a place where sleep doesn't have to be an option anymore.
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 5:09 AM UTC
Cozy sheets, cold feet,
Fleece blankets, thick-feathery comforter,
And a crackling fire beneath the stars,
You & me with nothing in between,
But the calm of the night & the ocean breeze.
The world has come to a hault,
Time does not exist,
It's just you & me with nothing in between.
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 5:05 AM UTC
Who am I?
Where am I?
Where am I going?
What's my purpose?
What's lifes purpose?
Does purpose have a purpose?
I'm falling, deeper and deeper
It's getting darker and blacker
I can't seem to stop it
Where is the light? What is the light?
Can I find it? Does it exist?
Does anyone else know this feeling?
No, stop. Stop falling, please I can't take it.
Where's the end? Is there an end?
Make it stop!
STOP with the questions! STOP.
I can't take this! I'm going berserk!
My mind is running away from me and I can't stop it.
I'm slipping away, and there's
nothing I can do.
Losing hope, I no longer care if I crash.
Let the bottom envelope me like the wrapper over a lollipop. Swallow me.
I don't care if I hit rock bottom, let it happen.
Just as I'm about to give up and let the darkness swallow me, I hear a voice.
ENOUGH! I've witnessed enough.
Open your eyes, look at yourself.
Your accomplishments, your desires, your life.
Bring it back, connect back to where you belong.
Do you want to just let yourself slip? What are you doing?
You have so much going for you, come back.
Is this what you want?
To let yourself wither away like this?
Give yourself some credit, you're better than this.
Only you can stop the falling.
And you can do so, by opening your eyes.
Realize what you have going for you, get out of your rut.
Listen to what I'm saying, look at the good in your life.
You don't have to fall like this.
Do you understand why I punished you?
Do you understand why you were falling?
Letting your head, mind, doubts control you, will defeat you.
So from here I let you go, as long as you learned your lesson.
Control your mind before it controls you.
Or you will keep falling deeper and deeper, and ultimately get to a point of no return.
So, my job is done.
Yours is simple,
Open your eyes.
An overwhelming blast of light fills what feels like my soul and cleanses my mind, I'm awake. My mind isn't racing, I'm not falling into blackness, I'm just...still.
I found the light, or...the light found me.
I'm at peace, and that's how I'll stay.
Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 4:25 AM UTC