Studying the lifestyle of others I couldn't help but feel as if memories of my mothers pain buried itself deep into my subconscious, forcing a outburst of reenactments towards my loved ones & friends. Filled with such aggression I had to muzzle myself from personal opinions and jus breathe. Step back an overlook the distractions jus for me to see the bigger picture GOD had placed in front of me. Life is a lesson in it's self so learn from it and open your eyes to beauty within yourself. No need for filters here jus a love for a higher power & unity through truth in the knowledge of divinity.
Jan 17, 2016
Jan 17, 2016 at 1:24 AM UTC
I personally feel as if the technology we need to change the world in poverty and death. Has been available in our grasp for years on end, yet they pretend as if the advances don't exist slowly progressing their strategies one at a time. Introducing the next "big thing" one after the other creating the hunger for constant production. Now a days in 2015 we're so infiltrated by deception never seeing the larger picture of what's coming for Us. Muse (band) and a few other alternative rock groups open my eyes to discover hidden truths within myself. Realizing there are no significant differences in you and me. Seeing the world as a industry no longer looking through the lenses of morality.
Jun 30, 2015
Jun 30, 2015 at 1:14 AM UTC
Writing these scriptures down into my personal bible, pictures so vivid describing the pain and hunger for Attention and Love. Every window that opens I throw myself into it giving it my all Yet as my effort increases the chances of me finding true comfort and stability continue to decrease. Ending with the thought to end it all. Becoming cold hearted and bitter towards whoever would bother to reach out or call. Never seeing the Truth in the Gift that was given at times I ponder my mothers decision. Weight of the world on her shoulders I can only imagine at 18, the struggle of Young marriage without having your parents permission. Along side raising 2 children.
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 4:23 PM UTC
****** will consume the streets from the west to the east. Streets where mothers and fathers are separated from their loved ones. Where "Family" no longer exist unless your under the global tree and you've accepted the Chip. Look around brothers and sisters, Obama brought change to America that no one could've EVER imagined!! Yes the country needed change but not like this. Views on Life are being ran into the ground which makes me hesitant to raise a kid of my own. Who would've ever thought the Governments top weapons would be the cell phone?? Making the house phone useless, too many cords to keep up with. What an Ingenious plot, making everything wireless. But yet there is an invisible cloud of data swarming the planet.
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 4:10 PM UTC
I threw away the picture of our last visit
Never really read in between the lines, loved you more then most..Tbh with you without being real with myself putting US on a pedestal hoping we remain 100/100 never allowing our love & true feelings to pivot. Holding on to something that was never there is hard to grasp like taking a Gold Ligure... 2015 time for change in the new year.
Jan 16, 2015
Jan 16, 2015 at 12:46 AM UTC
Grew up in a separated house hold
Wit no father around 7years old soon as my feet touch the ground i had to figure things out I made a dedication to mother, myself and family an whos ever around, to do what ever it takes to hold us down ..Dreams of Harvard or Tuskegee university lookin up to the Obamas and Ryan Leslie's purely off the knowledge they received I could care less bout their image, and popularity. The world is limitless when you have persistence
Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 8:45 PM UTC
Depression is more of a emotional illness so to speak an less of a mental illness those surrounded by many and trust none due to the flaws of past judgement, never saying a word, true introverts to any & every situation tht may really hurt us... Allowing u to continue your ways while cutting ourselves off frm those around us, thinking "they'll never notice" few days passed and our points proven when we dont receive tht anonymous message or texts (where are u? Are u ok?) Those who judge others often question themselves giving more the reason not to listen or take offence when Real opinions are stated, take note keep it movin life continues I jus hope an pray tht my flaws placed on a pedestal dont delay me seening the lord at the summit for final judgment,,..
Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 12:48 AM UTC
In our day and era it isnt about race anymore! More along the lines of Those who believe N a higher power or those who do not..or Cannot see the vision inwhich we all are barried beneath our own regrets & self Glory.Foolish pride detrimental to our future judgement...May God forgive those who question, not sure wat to believe lead by multiple sources & similar religions...
Aug 30, 2014
Aug 30, 2014 at 5:37 AM UTC
Revaluations send chills down my spine , every time I attempt to commit and read it all the way... Always make it barley through the first half then all hell breaks lose in my imagination, the fear cracks all hope I had 4 a brighter salvation, in reality we're beeing told word 4 word of final cleansing of our world & its corrupted Nations...
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
I refuse to be a slave, Refuse to be a slave anymore God gave me the rights to be free...R.I.P To T.M & M.B. (jus 2 think tht couldve been me) 4 those who arent Paying attention I'm talkin about Travon Martin & the late Mike Brown, **** shame we're still being slaughter because of our skin tone, 2014 Last time I check Racism & abuse should be eliminate (not even in our train of thought as a people) by now!!! We as a people need to make our movement consistent boycotting anything with their pockets involved, injustice has to stop 1way or the other. Solutions should never Include us increasing the violence & killin another n the name of justice that doesnt exist ..
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 6:41 PM UTC