Happy?
How am I suppose to be so called "happy"
when all I wanted,
all I needed,
all I had,
is now gone.
Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
there once was a girl,
alone in a world,
filled with neglect and hatred.
she learned to use that neglect and hatred on herself.
she ripped her wrists like it was paper every night.
and cried a river till the sun would rise.
she looked in the mirror and did not recognize
the beauty and love she had this whole time.
there once was a girl.
Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 3:02 PM UTC
I just want you,
but you didn't try.
you just said bye.
and left me all alone.
alone with nothing but a broken heart and a mask.
a mask to hide all my sadness.
and a broken heart leaning towards any guy that tells me I'm beautiful,
only to be broken once again.
but after every broken heart,
it all comes back to you.
the one guy who truly broke my soul.
Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 2:58 PM UTC
I cant eat,
I cant sleep.
you are running through my mind.
Feb 3, 2019
Feb 3, 2019 at 11:55 AM UTC
Forget the risks
Cut the wrists
Take the fall
If that's what it takes,
just end it all.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 12:58 PM UTC
those soft lips,
oh how they lied to me.
those soft lips,
oh how the broke me.
those soft lips,
oh how they tricked me.
those soft lips,
oh how I hate them.
those soft lips,
of how I need them.
those soft lips,
oh how I miss them.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 12:45 PM UTC
I wish I didn't have to wear it but i do.
if I didn't then you'd see right through.
this mask.
all I am.
will you ever know the true me?
I hope not.
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 12:31 PM UTC