This can’t be life
I had to think twice
You said that we would be forever
That you would never leave
Well how come now it’s just me
I think these walls are starting to cry
Who knew the sun could die
There’s no light, only dark
No cool breeze, only slow rain
Happiness is temporary, forever is pain
Feb 18, 2018
Feb 18, 2018 at 2:02 PM UTC
Growing up she wanted everything
She realized that sometimes you get nothing
Blessed and cursed her feelings ran deep
Talking so deep it’s hard to sleep
Hates to speak but knows what’s brewing
Holding on to what some would consider nothing
She takes it all so you don’t have to feel
Hardest fruit you’d ever peel
The pain runs throughout her heart like blood through veins
She hates to get wet but loves when it rains
She thought she lost you, well it felt like it
You tell her that the feelings are wrong
It’s all in her dome
She should be more tranquil
Maybe don’t wear that shirt
That style just won’t work
You don’t know but you’ve proved her point
But her feelings were wrong because she didn’t lose you she lost herself
Feb 18, 2018
Feb 18, 2018 at 9:25 AM UTC
It's cool
I'm fine
Nothing
These things I say,
I usually don't mean
They're usually just a blanket,
A blanket I toss over my heart
It's doesn't help me feel better,
But it helps you
So you can believe you're not breaking my heart,
Shattering my very existence with words that you probably see as nothing
But see I'm too messed up for that to be true
Maybe it's the pain of my absent father
Maybe it's the pain of feeling alone
Maybe it's the pain of not knowing why I'm here
Maybe I can't be who you want me to be...
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 2:27 PM UTC
Late night,
In the dark,
Matters of the heart weigh heavily on me
Thoughts of losing you makes me feel empty
I'm usually more stable, please excuse me
You just seem too important to ever love me...
Oct 26, 2017
Oct 26, 2017 at 9:30 AM UTC
Wanting everything but enemies
Materials mean nothing when you ain't got your brother
What happened to loving one another
You focus on grammar just to escape the message
Having tough conversations with yourself cause no one else will listen
Maybe you don't want them to
Maybe you're better off fixing it on your own
Maybe you're just young you'll figure it out once you're grown
Plot twist, that doesn't happen
You're still lost, steady looking at the map
You flip it, maybe it's the wrong way
Or maybe it's you that's got this whole thing wrong
Life's not going to wait
You better figure it out soon
Look in front, it's your classmates everybody's ahead of you
Oct 25, 2017
Oct 25, 2017 at 9:49 AM UTC
There's a pain in my heart,
Because it's almost dark,
And I know I won't be laying next to you
Why couldn't I just do right by you...
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 2:49 PM UTC
He is incredibly him
The best him, he could possibly be
He brings out the best him in me
Looking in the mirror, seeing him behind me
In this moment I feel love is real
It's so easy to take
He chooses to give
On my own I'm just alive
He helps me live
Oct 24, 2017
Oct 24, 2017 at 12:56 PM UTC
I don't want to tell her not to go
But I don't wanna have to see her go
Your fingers gracely on my skin
sunflowers by my bed
Your scent on my pillows and head
Could I record your voice
To replay it
I'll hold you
Consume your love
And return it
Dance with you
Only if you were to love me too
Oct 22, 2017
Oct 22, 2017 at 12:48 AM UTC
Been tryna stay hella positive
But sometimes that's hard
Cause people will walk right past your feelings with no regard
You been tryna turn me into you
And it makes no sense
Thought you loved me for me
Why did you build this fence?
Putting up this fence who you tryna keep out
I got my own plans, why you tryna throw my **** out
You got plans, plans, plans but I got a lot of plans too
Why is it so hard for you to share with me, I've always shared with you
Oct 19, 2017
Oct 19, 2017 at 2:38 PM UTC
Pain rings around my heart
Thoughts in my mind of you with another
How could I be so blind
Is this all real
Or will I wake up, cold sweating
Vetting, but what's the point if the action is nothing
Arguing for nothing
Searching for nothing
Instead of looking through my eyes, I want you to take this heart from my chest
I mean you already had it but this time I want you to use it
Use it to feel my pain
Feel the feeling of having your trust mean nothing
Take it, hold it, see if you can sleep with it
I know I sure didn't
Oct 18, 2017
Oct 18, 2017 at 6:10 PM UTC