dellynor - Hello Poetry

If you touch me I won't feel anything I am numb It'd be fascinating to light a fire to my skin and smell the burning flesh as it turns black It'd be ok because i won't feel anything I'd stick pins into my skin and see how long it would take to be lightheaded as my blood drips If you touch me I won't feel anything The burning sensation, the sparks, the goosebumps i would get at your touch Would only be an imagined feeling A feeling i yearn to feel again If you look at me I won't feel anything Am emotionally numb I won't shy off if we are eye to eye The nervous feeling The eye diversion Is only a thing my unnumb self If you look at me I won't feel anything My blank mind My lack of words The gibberish talk My painted smile And overplayed laugh All as i stare into your eyes All this is what you'd wish to see Rather than the numb stare i give you If you listen to my words closely You'll realise , i don't care My uninformed mind can't take the shock anymore My euphoric hormones can't be controlled My hopeful heart is becoming hopeless My mind is tired of over analyzing My mind is tired of this romantic B.S that's everywhere My heart doesn't give a **** about your lies My euphoric hormones don't need to be fed by your presence My face is tired of lighting up when you walk into the room My body is tired of sending signals to please you I am tired of feeling So i might as well embrace the numbness

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Feb 29, 2016

Feb 29, 2016 at 10:51 AM UTC

Numb

If you touch me I won't feel anything I am numb It'd be fascinating to light a fire to my skin and smell the burning flesh as it turns black It'd be ok because i won't feel anything I'd stick pins into my skin and see how long it would take to be lightheaded as my blood drips If you touch me I won't feel anything The burning sensation, the sparks, the goosebumps i would get at your touch Would only be an imagined feeling A feeling i yearn to feel again If you look at me I won't feel anything Am emotionally numb I won't shy off if we are eye to eye The nervous feeling The eye diversion Is only a thing my unnumb self If you look at me I won't feel anything My blank mind My lack of words The gibberish talk My painted smile And overplayed laugh All as i stare into your eyes All this is what you'd wish to see Rather than the numb stare i give you If you listen to my words closely You'll realise , i don't care My uninformed mind can't take the shock anymore My euphoric hormones can't be controlled My hopeful heart is becoming hopeless My mind is tired of over analyzing My mind is tired of this romantic B.S that's everywhere My heart doesn't give a **** about your lies My euphoric hormones don't need to be fed by your presence My face is tired of lighting up when you walk into the room My body is tired of sending signals to please you I am tired of feeling So i might as well embrace the numbness

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I told you You panicked You rejected me I was broken I tried But it didn't work I patiently waited for you You didn't acknowledge Your presence enlightens me The distance destroy sme Your ignorance breaks Distractions can't help Cause you invade my thoughts This mean that Am addicted to you

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Feb 13, 2016

Feb 13, 2016 at 12:11 PM UTC

My story of you

I told you You panicked You rejected me I was broken I tried But it didn't work I patiently waited for you You didn't acknowledge Your presence enlightens me The distance destroy sme Your ignorance breaks Distractions can't help Cause you invade my thoughts This mean that Am addicted to you

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What if, the feelings were mutual What if they were whispered in the air, Revealed to each other and went with the flow of it Would any action be done or would our doubts hold us back What if we happened Would the love be overwhelmingly good with a deep roaring passion That we would have a piece of each other in our minds Stuck like a strong magnet to metal Just, what if....

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Feb 3, 2016

Feb 3, 2016 at 11:12 AM UTC

What if.....

What if, the feelings were mutual What if they were whispered in the air, Revealed to each other and went with the flow of it Would any action be done or would our doubts hold us back What if we happened Would the love be overwhelmingly good with a deep roaring passion That we would have a piece of each other in our minds Stuck like a strong magnet to metal Just, what if....

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Just an ordinary face like the rest Grey and blurred out like the mist Undistinctive from the rest Majority of the crowd Common and boring to you Unique to me Splendiferous to the eye Beautiful to the heart

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Jan 28, 2016

Jan 28, 2016 at 1:31 PM UTC

Unremarkable

Just an ordinary face like the rest Grey and blurred out like the mist Undistinctive from the rest Majority of the crowd Common and boring to you Unique to me Splendiferous to the eye Beautiful to the heart

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Don't let go of me or else i'll float Let me drown in happiness instead of floating to my sadness

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Jan 26, 2016

Jan 26, 2016 at 2:56 PM UTC

Float

Don't let go of me or else i'll float Let me drown in happiness instead of floating to my sadness

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Sanity seems to be drifting further and further I need to be grounded but nothing seems to fit All this small incidents ,events that is just everyday life seems to be ripping me apart into pieces Pieces that need a strong magnet to pull them back together All into one piece A sane piece

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Jan 26, 2016

Jan 26, 2016 at 2:55 PM UTC

Sanity

Sanity seems to be drifting further and further I need to be grounded but nothing seems to fit All this small incidents ,events that is just everyday life seems to be ripping me apart into pieces Pieces that need a strong magnet to pull them back together All into one piece A sane piece

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Truly what has become of me Creating an idea that i replicated the luggage that comes along with it Wondering what could be if we crossed paths and walked together for a season Thinking of a fantasy so beautiful with only the flaws of our imperfections The fantasy that has made me afraid of the reality Afraid of being a disappointment on my first try Afraid of the reality that could be

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Dec 3, 2015

Dec 3, 2015 at 5:56 AM UTC

Idea

Truly what has become of me Creating an idea that i replicated the luggage that comes along with it Wondering what could be if we crossed paths and walked together for a season Thinking of a fantasy so beautiful with only the flaws of our imperfections The fantasy that has made me afraid of the reality Afraid of being a disappointment on my first try Afraid of the reality that could be

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3 years Yet No progress in killing that thing That thing that is so beautiful Yet tormenting All i did, was encourage it With the hope for mutuality

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Nov 24, 2015

Nov 24, 2015 at 1:30 PM UTC

3years

3 years Yet No progress in killing that thing That thing that is so beautiful Yet tormenting All i did, was encourage it With the hope for mutuality

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How sad it is , that he eyes me while i eye another The pain from rejection hurts, and that i did to him Whilst i await mine to finally shut down, this great adoration The torture it feels,for him to be there so close While i can't speak a word Just my heart aching with sadness from the truth that might be

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Nov 18, 2015

Nov 18, 2015 at 12:16 PM UTC

Unknown truth

How sad it is , that he eyes me while i eye another The pain from rejection hurts, and that i did to him Whilst i await mine to finally shut down, this great adoration The torture it feels,for him to be there so close While i can't speak a word Just my heart aching with sadness from the truth that might be

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Stupidly sad Fakely smiling Strongly pretending, that i'm doing fine. Loathing the past Excitingly scared of the future Patient for now, waiting for the happy moments.

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Feb 5, 2015

Feb 5, 2015 at 8:48 AM UTC

Moment

Stupidly sad Fakely smiling Strongly pretending, that i'm doing fine. Loathing the past Excitingly scared of the future Patient for now, waiting for the happy moments.

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