When I met you
I was scared to talk to you
When I talked to you
I was scared to kiss you
When I kissed you
I was scared to hold you
When I held you
I was scared to love you
Now that I love you
I'm scared to lose you
Dec 22, 2014
Dec 22, 2014 at 9:16 PM UTC
everything is so ****** up
I'm bleeding enough blood to fill a cup
I hate you
but I need you
I gave you my all
my love for you was tall
but its crashing down
all over this ******* town
they say let it go
as they watch me cry like a show
I want to rip my eyes out
saying I love you with a shout
**** love
give me diamonds
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 11:37 PM UTC
i can't help but feel worse
you put my heart under a curse
my eyes are weary, heavy
and tired
but I can't sleep
knowing what I said
to that creep
your ecstatic blue eyes
knew about my lie
now I'm terrified of you saying
goodbye
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 1:18 AM UTC
You are the prettiest
You are the cutest
If I had to invent a new word
I would call you beautifulest
You are the most charming
You are most intelligent
I have never seen someone
Who is so elegant
You are the girl
That every guy desires
Babe, I love you a lot
For you, my heart is on fire.
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 12:58 AM UTC
It's raining hard
Cooling my hot skin
You played me like a card
And you never seem to win
I take the glass shard
Across my wrist with a spin
I left my heart off guard
Trace your fingers on my chin
Your fingers mean as hot tar
Loving you will always be my personal sin
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 1:29 PM UTC
I loved you a lot
I still do
But my words to you are cruel
You beg for me to stay
I'll try to ignore you at school
But my eyes can't drift away
I want to keep your heart
I want you to keep mine
This poison is tearing me apart
A gun shot to the spine
I won't leave
I promised forever and always
No more tricks up my sleeve
I'll love you for the rest of my days
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 9:51 AM UTC
the wind is harshly blowing
slamming into my window
the sound is growing
louder and harder
the sound makes me feel empty
my heart feels cold
even though the blankets hold
me
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 12:42 AM UTC
The glow from your cigarette
emits just enough light
to cast a shadow and illuminate your eyes.
I'm legally blind, but not blind enough
to miss the tears you attempt to hide
as you inhale.
You don't think I can see,
so you smile and attempt to control
the tremor in your voice.
I pretend not to notice,
But I know that your
father made you
cry again.
You realize that I noticed,
and yet, you don't say a thing.
We both pretend I didn't see,
even though we're both bad at pretending.
The silence envelops us,
and we refuse to say anything.
We've always used unspoken excuses
as a barrier between us,
because we aren't brave enough,
because your problems are your problems,
and mine are mine.
But I know that your
father made you
cry again.
There isn't a good enough reason why.
We don't have to have one,
and we don't look for one either.
That's just the way it's always been,
and I don't expect it to change.
Even though it probably should,
we'll continue to pretend.
So I ask for a cigarette, and it
casts a shadow and illuminates my eyes,
that aren't really that blind,
Because I know that your
father made you
cry again.
And that won't change, no matter what we pretend.
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 12:29 AM UTC
I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY HEART FEELS LIKE ITS PUMPING BURNING ACID THROUGHOUT MY BODY I MISS THE TASTE OF YOUR LIPS; CIGARETTES AND HONEY
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 12:22 AM UTC