deepdown - Hello Poetry

'Overthinking is for p u s s i e s' they said Late night crying sessions every week every day It's society to blame They told me not to grow told me to stay my stupid self I was 'just' a flower out of thousands But the only thing more pointless than crying yourself to sleep every night, is believing you're not worth to grow

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Feb 4, 2018

Feb 4, 2018 at 4:42 AM UTC

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Late night crying sessions

'Overthinking is for p u s s i e s' they said Late night crying sessions every week every day It's society to blame They told me not to grow told me to stay my stupid self I was 'just' a flower out of thousands But the only thing more pointless than crying yourself to sleep every night, is believing you're not worth to grow

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I'm setting myself on fire for you but all you do is sit back and watch me burn Gently watching me collapse Staying calm within my chaos I ripped everything apart but you came and said 'it's so empty in here' but I din't have anything left to burn And all you did was walk away leaving me burning in my big black hole

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Feb 4, 2018

Feb 4, 2018 at 4:36 AM UTC

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Burning

I'm setting myself on fire for you but all you do is sit back and watch me burn Gently watching me collapse Staying calm within my chaos I ripped everything apart but you came and said 'it's so empty in here' but I din't have anything left to burn And all you did was walk away leaving me burning in my big black hole

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ripping other people apart isn't always being yourself it is having to rip yourself apart less Having to calm the voice in your head down from screaming at you 'you're not enough' So I started shattering people and picking up pieces from them Hoping, maybe one day I'll be loved by somebody

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Feb 4, 2018

Feb 4, 2018 at 4:25 AM UTC

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Shattered

ripping other people apart isn't always being yourself it is having to rip yourself apart less Having to calm the voice in your head down from screaming at you 'you're not enough' So I started shattering people and picking up pieces from them Hoping, maybe one day I'll be loved by somebody

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That one girl everyone wants to be 'oh but she cares about nothing' 'she's so funny and rude haha' 'she's so smart' 'she eats so much but she's not even fat like me?' 'I had such a good time with her' ' she is a masterpiece' Have you ever thought ripping people apart isn't always being yourself it is having to rip yourself apart less making people laugh with a video I posted about that nerd. Eating so much you're nauseous, so you figure' tommorow I will almost collapse but I need to lose that weight again, I'm not like those fat girls over there! getting my grades because I need to be the best, pushing myself every day to make myself feel like 'something' laughing the empty feeling in your heart away is 'cool', cold-harted is attractive isn't it? maybe I ain't a masterpiece

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Feb 4, 2018

Feb 4, 2018 at 4:18 AM UTC

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The truth

That one girl everyone wants to be 'oh but she cares about nothing' 'she's so funny and rude haha' 'she's so smart' 'she eats so much but she's not even fat like me?' 'I had such a good time with her' ' she is a masterpiece' Have you ever thought ripping people apart isn't always being yourself it is having to rip yourself apart less making people laugh with a video I posted about that nerd. Eating so much you're nauseous, so you figure' tommorow I will almost collapse but I need to lose that weight again, I'm not like those fat girls over there! getting my grades because I need to be the best, pushing myself every day to make myself feel like 'something' laughing the empty feeling in your heart away is 'cool', cold-harted is attractive isn't it? maybe I ain't a masterpiece

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