It's very strange.
I never thought I'd say
You're very annoying,
But in a good way.
I just can't get you off my mind.
You're always there to stay.
No matter what I do,
You are in my thought's way.
I wish it was as simple
As telling you this.
But, sadly it is not
And we must "pretend bliss."
If only I knew
That I was in your way
In everything you do
Each and every day.
Mar 3, 2013
Mar 3, 2013 at 1:46 PM UTC
Sometimes
I just don’t understand
Why do we hide
Who we are?
What we think?
What we feel?
I know
Exactly what I feel
What I think
Who I am
I want you
To know exactly
How I feel
What I think
Who I am
I feel
Butterflies in my stomach
Every time
You and I cross paths
I think
We could be
Would be
Should be amazing
I am
Me, he, man
But none of that matters
Compared to the possibility of
WE
Mar 29, 2012
Mar 29, 2012 at 9:19 PM UTC
Why does it seem
This always happens to me?
I rarely see this
Happen to anyone else.
Am I destined to live
Forever alone, unhappy?
Or will I eventually find
Someone….anyone?
With every failed attempt,
I lean more towards
Dying alone…
Just me.
Nov 2, 2011
Nov 2, 2011 at 5:05 PM UTC
I used to be something
Something special to you.
And you,
You were my world.
What happened?
You still are my world
But me,
What am I to you?
That place in my heart,
It still belongs to you.
But I,
I have been kicked out.
You found someone new,
Someone that broke your heart.
And yet,
He still beats me.
I never broke your heart,
What happened between us
Was no fault of you or me
So why can’t I be invited back in?
Back into your heart?
Oct 3, 2011
Oct 3, 2011 at 1:31 PM UTC
Black
Creeping through my soul
Tainting everything as it goes
Ruining as it goes.
Despair
Is what it leaves
Never truly knowing
What could be
Loss
You meant so much
Now you're telling me
You just don't know.
Death
Must feel better
Than this sense of unwant
Your killing me from inside out.
Sep 26, 2011
Sep 26, 2011 at 2:49 PM UTC
I must admit,
I held back
When first we started
Not sure if I wanted to fall.
The more we talked,
The harder it got
Until I finally realized
I had been falling all along.
I thought you were there too
But that was apparently untrue.
You were just an illusion
You were what I wanted to see.
All I want is to talk,
All I want is to love,
You
But you won't let me.
You're a murderer,
I've been killed inside.
Sep 26, 2011
Sep 26, 2011 at 2:46 PM UTC
If only to understand,
That’s all I really wish.
I somewhat doubt my first impression,
And, yet, I’m not so sure of my second.
Another source gave me some hope,
But still was not sure.
Quite possibly you don’t oppose
More understanding than I know.
I hope that chance arises.
I think the understanding would be great.
Sep 26, 2011
Sep 26, 2011 at 2:42 PM UTC
Above the ground,
Above the trees,
Above the mound,
That everyone sees.
A sea of blue
Floating by
Spotted with glue.
Oh, how it flies!
It rarely changes
From that so pure.
Oh, how it ranges.
Sky Azure.
Sep 26, 2011
Sep 26, 2011 at 2:42 PM UTC
The buildings of a city
Towering overhead
Like giant, steel monsters
That hid under your bed.
Lost in a city
With no one to help.
Each time you try,
You’re turned back.
The first attempt to leave
Began quite well.
Until that good friend
Was torn from your hand.
Lost in a city
With no one to help.
Each time you try,
You’re turned back again.
Escape number two
Started on suspicion.
When the lead was confronted,
He exploded with anger.
Lost in a city
With no one to help.
Each time you try,
You’re turned back again.
Try number three
I thought had good chance.
Now that I’ve started,
I almost wish to double-back.
And be lost in a city,
With no one to help.
Each time I try,
I’m turned back again.
When first I saw this man,
I thought escape was certain.
Some doubt arose, as always,
Yet I still thought I could
Escape the city
Where no one would help
Each time I’ve tried,
I’ve been turned back.
I’ve posed a question
To better get acquainted.
Hopefully, a new friend
Will help me
Escape the city
Where no one would help.
Each time I’ve tried,
I’ve been turned back.
The most I can do now
Is simply wait and see
If this man
Is who I claim him to be
And I escape the city
Where no one will help.
Each time I’ve tried
I’ve been turned back.
Now I think I should
Stand atop a building
And, as loud as I can,
Yell my desire
To escape the city
Where no one will help.
Each time I’ve tried
I’ve been turned back.
Maybe I should be me.
Tell all others, “tough luck.
I am who I am.
And my greatest desire
Is to escape the city,
Where no one will help
Each time I’ve tried
I’ve been turned back.”
Maybe I’m just destined
To walk these streets alone
Forever stuck, never moving
In constant circles, never
Escaping the city,
Where no one will help.
Each time I’ve tried
I’ve been turned back.
I beg and plead
With you, my last hope.
Help me out of this mess
Before I croak
In this forsaken city,
Where no one will help.
Each time I’ve tried
I’ve been turned back.
Sep 26, 2011
Sep 26, 2011 at 2:40 PM UTC
I wish it were easier
To reveal some things.
I keep them deep inside me
Scared of what they may wreak.
I’ve thought of different ways
To put out what I feel,
But I’m not sure if everyone
Would be on the same page.
All the mixed messages
You send me on the topic,
Make me go back and forth,
From telling and hiding.
To be psychic is the only answer.
While we joke we have the connection
We both know it’s not real,
But only I know how I feel.
Jul 18, 2011
Jul 18, 2011 at 7:22 PM UTC