Bury your head in the Pegasus. Bleed your hand dry.
Cry, Another season gone. And I'm still alone.
Hollowed out, Blacked-out heart of mine.
Society usually misunderstands, reject, feel anger
Towards something new, something they fear
And I can’t help but feel that I’m the only one.
Redundant. Rejected. A Minority to Society.
Eliminated from the Race, with a feeling of disgrace.
Shunned away with nothing inside. Nothing felt.
I can feel my heart, beating out of my chest
And there’s nothing left inside, nothing alive inside
Trying to glue together the fragile pieces of my broken home.
Using glue because there isn’t enough love to hold it.
Too late. Father gone. Abandoned by my own flesh and blood.
Goddess, pull me through; I need your guidance.
I’ve lost my lover again. I’ve lost my heart.
Help me find it in the entanglement of my life.
I lost it somewhere between the ******** lines.
Blood scatter. Glass shatter.
And I couldn’t help thinking this isn’t getting better.
Hiding behind this disguise I call me.
A mask of wood that conceals my hate. My anger, my dreams.
Look at the ruins of my life. Can’t believe I lived through it all.
But I’ve still got the smile, still got the scars, still got the strength
That will get me through another day. Sometimes I just want to cry.
Wish to die. But I won’t let the ******** win anymore.
Taking the upper hand I’ll get through. I’ll break through.
Aug 5, 2011
Aug 5, 2011 at 9:46 AM UTC
You,
And you've seem to have fallen like a soldier amongst
The leaves of autumn.
Oh is this the life you dreamed of?
And what is it that you're trying to whisper as the world disappears?
Dare I believe it’s my name?
Oh, Pray it’s my name.
Lets fall and entwine with the leaves together.
And as you look away into your world
I whisper one last farewell.
And,
What was once told has been lost in the child’s heart
As it grew into the man you have become.
Tell me, what heavenly creature descended upon you?
What was whispered in your ear that night?
Dare I believe it was my name?
Oh, pray it was my name.
Lets fall and entwine with the autumn leaves together
And as you look away into your world
I whisper one last goodbye.
And as you fall like a red-stained leaf
I’ll try to catch your last breath
And as you fall like my last tear
I’ll try to be the one for you
And as you become the man you were born to be
I’ll sit nearby and watch you cry.
Autumn whispers echo in the hallway
Of a forgotten love and his dreams
Autumn whispers lay nearby
Amongst the leaves of yesterday
Lets fall and entwine with the autumn leaves together
Lets be as one, forever
But as you look away into your own world
I’ll whisper one last goodbye...
I’ll whisper our Autumn gone
Aug 5, 2011
Aug 5, 2011 at 9:41 AM UTC
I was crying alone, all alone on the hill.
The moon was bright and it shining on me.
It grew a face and long flowing hair.
Then a voice said, “Don’t be scared”.
She said, “You’ve got to stop living in fear, young child,
Or you won’t live at all.”
She said, “Come over here, young child, and whisper away your fears”
I said, “My Daddy’s at the window and he’s scaring me.”
I said, “I miss him but don’t let him in”
I said, “Daddy I love you but I do. But I don’t”
“So don’t come in because I know that you won’t”
He said, “I know I failed you, young child,
As a dad, a father.”
He said, “Given another chance, young child,
I’ll love you forever”
I said, “Father’s at the door, but he can’t come in”
I said, “I miss him but don’t let him in”
I said, “Father do you really miss me? Father, do you care?
Father turn around and walk out there.”
They said, “Hey little girl in her bedroom dark.”
They said, “Turn off the candles and blow out the light”
They said, “All you want is the love of your father,
But you don’t. But you do. But you don’t care.”
I said, “Daddy’s standing near but he can’t see me”
I said, “I’m hiding under the table, I can’t breathe”
I said, “Daddy walk away from me one last time.
I want you gone by the end of this line.”
Aug 5, 2011
Aug 5, 2011 at 9:37 AM UTC