dearelouise

look at me
please. 
as i search for
as you search for
something real
something i can actually feel
silences - 
too wide to reach
your evening shadows blue on blue
my empty starlit boulevards
gaps. 
gaps and gaps and gaps and gaps! 
gaps in my mind
gaps in your steps
gaps, widening
between your lines and mine 
look at me
please!
do not fall back
back into
my make beliefs.

dear annie

look for me
sunday wudaokou afternoon
waiting for the train
waiting for that you
i once knew. 
& are you looking
looking too?
and you came
late
for the rain.