Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I ended it all tonight
Would anyone even notice
It's like I'm nonexistent
At school I'm just a bullied background character
I don't think anyone would even notice
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 10:48 AM UTC
I wish i could die
But I’ve seen the other side
Ive seen someone commit
I couldn’t do that to others
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 8:24 PM UTC
I sit and wait
Wait to escape
Escape what you may say
Life i say
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 8:18 PM UTC
Freaking out about the thoughts
Insecure about everything
Neurotic and unable to stop
Emotional no longer here
BUT IM
F. I. N. E.
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 12:27 PM UTC
Time passes day by day
Positivity flies away
Nothing feels the same
Every thing has changed
I wish I could go back
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 9:51 PM UTC
I dont know what to say anymore
I dont know how to respond
I dont know why im even here anymore
They always ask why havent you given up yet
I dont know
I believe it might get better
I hope it wont get worse
Im trying to keep myself from ending it all
We all know i wont
Im the happy friend
The therapist friend
The one hiding it all behind a smile
I cant get rid of the smile
Because if i do they’ll figure it out
They discover im not alright they’ll realize
I don’t think im ready for that
So the smile will never fade
Ill be happy
Or at least seem happy
May 10
May 10, 2026 at 1:16 PM UTC
I lied to a doctor again yesterday
They saying are you feeling okay
Any depression
Are you feeling depressed
I say No
Just like i always do
I don’t feel like its alright to say i dont know
Because when i do they just describe sadness
They describe every single ******* day
So i guess you could say im okay
I guess you could say im just F.I.N.E
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 9:58 PM UTC
They always mess with your ************* feelings
Like why the **** wont you leave me alone
Just go
Some days i wanna give up
I stay here for you don’t you know yet
They say its not that bad
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 9:55 PM UTC
IM ******* DONE WITH IT
i wanna give up
I wanna give in
I honestly don’t know why im here
LIKE WHY DO I CARE
i wanna just let go
Finally disappear like everyone wants me to
JUST ******* LET ME GO
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 9:53 PM UTC
My friends are trying to get me together
With someone i ignored for a year
With someone Ive been friends with since 11
I don’t know what to think
They say were cute together
I don’t know what to say
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 9:18 PM UTC