the calmest version of you
is the most powerful
imagine, some dogs tend to bark
to see how you would react
but well,
you never fight back
to petty behaviors
and attention-seeking
people.
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 10:53 AM UTC
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I ended it all tonight
Would anyone even notice
It's like I'm nonexistent
At school I'm just a bullied background character
I don't think anyone would even notice
6d ago
May 28, 2026 at 10:48 AM UTC
I wish i could die
But I’ve seen the other side
Ive seen someone commit
I couldn’t do that to others
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 8:24 PM UTC
I sit and wait
Wait to escape
Escape what you may say
Life i say
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 8:18 PM UTC
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noun
An organism not dead, existing
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May 25
May 25, 2026 at 8:16 PM UTC
The moon is too beautiful
To do something so horrific
Under its gaze.
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 8:11 PM UTC
My wrists are bruised
from all the times
I dug my fingers into my skin,
sometimes enough to draw blood,
my own kind of torture
and relief.
I drew on my hand
to keep my fingers busy.
In a language only I know,
I write messily.
Today, it says,
I wish I were pretty.
I'm constantly adjusting
my bracelets,
making sure they don't
reveal the marks.
I doubt anyone would notice
but still....
Unfortunately,
it is almost summer
and I will no longer
be able to hide
behind sweaters
and long-sleeved shirts.
Maybe this is the summer
it stops.
Maybe I can actually
break the habit.
Maybe I'll finally refrain
from my self-induced anguish.
Maybe.
Maybe...
Maybe...
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 8:10 PM UTC
No Dad,
I don’t want another kitten. Thank you though.
No Dad,
I didn’t study. I just sat at my desk with my math book open.
No Dad,
I’m not mad at you. I just have a grouchy face.
No Dad,
I didn’t shower today. I don’t deserve to feel clean.
No Dad,
I am gaining weight. I’m sorry I’m not as beautiful as I used to be.
No Dad,
I do enjoy leaving the house. I just don’t have the energy for it anymore.
No Dad,
I didn’t get out of bed today. I just jumped up as soon as I heard your footsteps near my door.
No Dad,
your talking doesn’t bore me. I just don’t know how to respond anymore.
No Dad,
I don’t hate hugging you goodnight. I just don’t deserve your attention.
No Dad,
I’m not your angelic little baby anymore. I’m sorry.
Please dad,
Don’t give up on me.
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 8:06 PM UTC
Freaking out about the thoughts
Insecure about everything
Neurotic and unable to stop
Emotional no longer here
BUT IM
F. I. N. E.
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 12:27 PM UTC
Time passes day by day
Positivity flies away
Nothing feels the same
Every thing has changed
I wish I could go back
May 20
May 20, 2026 at 9:51 PM UTC