Acknowledging bliss
Uncharacteristically
Enjoying just me.
Dec 13, 2015
Dec 13, 2015 at 3:13 PM UTC
I think that I'm submitting.
That maybe? I am quiting.
That I am tired of the taunting
That this is just so daunting
Maybe I am unhinged?
That I finally flinched.
Sleep is what I dread.
No longer comfortable
in my head.
May 7, 2015
May 7, 2015 at 11:29 PM UTC
Sometimes? You give in.
That anger finally wins.
That fire stops to hurt
and even feels great.
That all you can muster?
is hate for another.
Be someone else's mother
or a long since dead brother
even that guy who couldn't
keep it in his pants, and
the liars and the fakes,
the people? who only take.
Yes, sometimes?
That fire feels great.
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 7:39 PM UTC
Aches and pains hurting.
Family abandons us.
Disappointingly.
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 6:06 PM UTC
What it feels like?
Since my birth is
that I've been cursed.
My family tree? Might
just be the worst.
That, that twisted tree?
Was never worth it's
Seed. It tries to
strive but has only
seen hard times.
That family? is just
a word. Truly, I've
seen their worst.
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 5:04 PM UTC
Oh god.
I think this is it
The sun is out
And for a change?
It feels good on
My skin.
Oh god.
what's that sound?
The birds are singing.
And for a change?
It's not crushing
My soul.
My demons
All seem to be
Hiding away this day
And for a change?
I find myself
smiling .
Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 11:01 PM UTC
You taunt me
While I am awake.
You haunt me
While I dream.
How could you've
Been this mean?
My peace was never
For you to take.
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 5:06 PM UTC
I can't today.
Even in my dreams.
Are you done watching me?
I'm tearing apart at the seams.
Can you please stop taunting me?
Could you ever stop haunting me?
With a face and laugh,
I can't remember....
I just can't do this today.
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 11:52 PM UTC