dawynshunter - Hello Poetry

I cry. In words that make paper cuts in silence It's better than just crying in sound Sounds that leave you repeating those sounds, till you drown out the sounds and allow yourself to sleep. See I've known these sounds too much. I used music, but it made me cry harder that when I finally found the words, I found a peace, a balance called release. So I write and write my sorrows For a tomorrow that doesn't cut in fast enough

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Apr 27, 2018

Apr 27, 2018 at 7:16 AM UTC

dawynshunter

Writing stops me from crying at night

I cry. In words that make paper cuts in silence It's better than just crying in sound Sounds that leave you repeating those sounds, till you drown out the sounds and allow yourself to sleep. See I've known these sounds too much. I used music, but it made me cry harder that when I finally found the words, I found a peace, a balance called release. So I write and write my sorrows For a tomorrow that doesn't cut in fast enough

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You shout You punch me You judge me You suffocate me You're right You can Because you can I'm silent I have bruises I'm useless I'm wrong I can't Because you can

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Apr 27, 2018

Apr 27, 2018 at 6:54 AM UTC

dawynshunter

Because you can

You shout You punch me You judge me You suffocate me You're right You can Because you can I'm silent I have bruises I'm useless I'm wrong I can't Because you can

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We were both at distance I couldn’t see you, Until I heard you sing, I cried, so beautiful A song I will never remember, But know the feeling I try to remember Eres tú I woke up in tears, To remember would be a dream To hear your song To cry To see Eres tú

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Sep 28, 2017

Sep 28, 2017 at 6:31 PM UTC

dawynshunter

Dream#1

We were both at distance I couldn’t see you, Until I heard you sing, I cried, so beautiful A song I will never remember, But know the feeling I try to remember Eres tú I woke up in tears, To remember would be a dream To hear your song To cry To see Eres tú

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Love To my past, I'm sorry I put up barriers so you couldn't reach me You scared me, so free with me but i couldn't see past my view You were the same as yesterday Impetus that i would look past you You would look me in the light and smile Oh that smile, I loved to smile but i still couldn't see It was me Too many hells to deal with Broken inside making sure you wouldn't see this Our connection was bright as sun I could only glance for so long You wanted to tie me around your body and breathe with you, but i was still learning to change the heart beating blues If i could've given you a chance and time I would feel your heart beating in sync with mine Like a rhythm that doesn't hold back Two lovers that meet at the sound of a hi-hat I would hear you drumming deep in my chest As i would string the bass that twisted tongues and bodies pressed I love you forever Just from afar we stand Searching for that feeling as lovers pass only to glimpse at the love that has surpassed the stages of the past. My last;

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Sep 10, 2017

Sep 10, 2017 at 10:07 PM UTC

dawynshunter

To Him,

Love To my past, I'm sorry I put up barriers so you couldn't reach me You scared me, so free with me but i couldn't see past my view You were the same as yesterday Impetus that i would look past you You would look me in the light and smile Oh that smile, I loved to smile but i still couldn't see It was me Too many hells to deal with Broken inside making sure you wouldn't see this Our connection was bright as sun I could only glance for so long You wanted to tie me around your body and breathe with you, but i was still learning to change the heart beating blues If i could've given you a chance and time I would feel your heart beating in sync with mine Like a rhythm that doesn't hold back Two lovers that meet at the sound of a hi-hat I would hear you drumming deep in my chest As i would string the bass that twisted tongues and bodies pressed I love you forever Just from afar we stand Searching for that feeling as lovers pass only to glimpse at the love that has surpassed the stages of the past. My last;

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-When does it stop hurting -Learning not to care -Learning not to cry - Just hold it all inside - Learn to be silent -Learning to breathe The list I go through everyday Is starting to change -Be invisible -Don't breathe -Dont smile -Don't speak Eventually I won't exist, all the life has left my body Just empty A vessel of space no longer hurting Just passing by the hours and days That no longer matter Because i finally got here It stopped, the pain stopped But so did my heart

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Jul 7, 2017

Jul 7, 2017 at 7:10 AM UTC

dawynshunter

Brain didn't catch up

-When does it stop hurting -Learning not to care -Learning not to cry - Just hold it all inside - Learn to be silent -Learning to breathe The list I go through everyday Is starting to change -Be invisible -Don't breathe -Dont smile -Don't speak Eventually I won't exist, all the life has left my body Just empty A vessel of space no longer hurting Just passing by the hours and days That no longer matter Because i finally got here It stopped, the pain stopped But so did my heart

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Smile even as the tears fall When you're alone and no one can see the beauty The real, the ugly truth That you've hidden for so long Stop trying to be so strong Stop, slow down and breathe Open your eyes, let go of everything and smile You are messy, and all alone But be brave and stand Show your scars, no coverups There's no need to be scared No need to be tough Just smile you are enough.

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May 22, 2017

May 22, 2017 at 8:40 PM UTC

dawynshunter

For sad days

Smile even as the tears fall When you're alone and no one can see the beauty The real, the ugly truth That you've hidden for so long Stop trying to be so strong Stop, slow down and breathe Open your eyes, let go of everything and smile You are messy, and all alone But be brave and stand Show your scars, no coverups There's no need to be scared No need to be tough Just smile you are enough.

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Why do I choose darkness over light? Is it that my brain is wired like that? Is there actually so called darkness as my mind serves. why is that my thoughts preoccupies over my mind and heart. I see, hear nothing but a cry. I have forgotten what happiness is as the days passes by, And I'm entangled with my thoughts deserted not to be seen or heard. At the end I isolate myself so that no one finds me! Its enough for now, me and my thoughts please choose different pathways Its hard for me to be like that crying out for help but in silence!

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dawynshunter

Mar 28, 2017

Mar 28, 2017 at 7:13 AM UTC

debanjana-saha

The mystery of me

Why do I choose darkness over light? Is it that my brain is wired like that? Is there actually so called darkness as my mind serves. why is that my thoughts preoccupies over my mind and heart. I see, hear nothing but a cry. I have forgotten what happiness is as the days passes by, And I'm entangled with my thoughts deserted not to be seen or heard. At the end I isolate myself so that no one finds me! Its enough for now, me and my thoughts please choose different pathways Its hard for me to be like that crying out for help but in silence!

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Tears fall Body withdraws There's no one to hold I have to do what I'm told Tomorrow I'll be 19 years old Still I'm here with no vision No where to go On my own I cry alone Listening to music That makes me cry more and more The possibilities and promises in the lyrics It's something, the someday, the someone I want to meet I can't do this alone I'm not strong enough It's just too rough I can't breathe Anymore Sleep awaits

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Mar 28, 2017

Mar 28, 2017 at 3:50 AM UTC

dawynshunter

Today

Tears fall Body withdraws There's no one to hold I have to do what I'm told Tomorrow I'll be 19 years old Still I'm here with no vision No where to go On my own I cry alone Listening to music That makes me cry more and more The possibilities and promises in the lyrics It's something, the someday, the someone I want to meet I can't do this alone I'm not strong enough It's just too rough I can't breathe Anymore Sleep awaits

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She waits She waits for it She waits for me To ****** My stupid feelings then Get ****** in I can never win It's no longer a game Just the same **** Different day I take a rest But she's ready for war Clapping at my door So I can snap back Giver her a reason to attack In my sleep So I can't breathe She's killing me All I see is a girl that bleeds And bleeds she pleads So weak Hanging in defeat Off her feet, locked knees Tears seep Falling... Falling free Of the memories The chaotic screams She can finally leave Truly at peace She is taken with the breeze.

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Mar 18, 2017

Mar 18, 2017 at 5:23 AM UTC

dawynshunter

Waiting on the day

She waits She waits for it She waits for me To ****** My stupid feelings then Get ****** in I can never win It's no longer a game Just the same **** Different day I take a rest But she's ready for war Clapping at my door So I can snap back Giver her a reason to attack In my sleep So I can't breathe She's killing me All I see is a girl that bleeds And bleeds she pleads So weak Hanging in defeat Off her feet, locked knees Tears seep Falling... Falling free Of the memories The chaotic screams She can finally leave Truly at peace She is taken with the breeze.

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