A year ago I was married
Today I am not
A year a go I lived in Atlanta
Today I live in Abiquiú
A year ago I was ending my career as a therapist
Today, I am stepping into a new role
A year ago I was miserable
In and out of hospitals, overweight and depressed
Clinging to a version of me that society had set
Today I may be the happiest I have ever been
Embracing each new day with loving trust
Feeling for the first time truly seen, encouraged and appreciated
Listening for the first time to where the energy flows and releasing all the rest
A year ago
Just 1 year
And everything is different
In one 1 year everything can change
Everything can happen
Soooo embrace the unknown
Instead of suffering in the seemingly “safety” of comfortability
2025 could be looked at as my worst year
I often hear from others that’s what it’s been for them
Yet 2025 may be my best year yet
Because in literally 1 year I decided I will not settle for less
And unapologetically let go of all the rest
Dec 13, 2025
Dec 13, 2025 at 11:54 PM UTC
The truth is you’ll
Never know the truth
One person version
Is another’s distortion
You want enlightenment
In my personal opinion
Underline that **** ^
You are, we are
So I don’t look for for liberation
I have it
I look for kindness
But don’t be mistaken my kindness is not weakness
And I’ll make mistakes and give you mistakes
Because we took vessels and are human
But I’ll never give you chances past the expiration date
If you don’t learn
Thank you NEXT
So meditate on that moment
Reflect back all my words in reframe
And call it “authenticity”
Your weakness is you’re afraid
Because when I get to heaven the wrath of god is going to feel me
Because I have words to say to that “man”
Did you learn some truth
Are you going to agree …?
Or be enraged because I didn’t fall line
It’s tricky, right 😉
Jun 28, 2025
Jun 28, 2025 at 12:18 AM UTC
Hawk eyes staring back me
Only have ever seen you in my dreams
Beautiful angel
When I breathe
I can feel you
Lovin on me
In the depths of the shadows
I can feel you breathing life into me
Come run wild with me
Break free
I’m gonna love myself
You are all Ill ever need
Soul mates ? Twin flames?
Who are these but past versions of a soul that forgets
I wanna remember the night we danced
We laughed
We decided it’ll just be me and you on repeat
Love long last
Love forever lasts
Come and dance with me
Play with me
Be with me
Forever you and meeee
Soaring like two birds
Yall will see
Staring out to seaaa
Callin you like a siren to the deep
Full moon
Howling in your dreams
I break freee
And free fall back in love deeply with alll the parts of meeeee
Apr 12, 2025
Apr 12, 2025 at 2:30 PM UTC
In the flames I met you
And, we were too afraid to turn all we loved into ashes
So we let go
But baby I bleed
And, I seek
And, I need
Is it just me
Or, was I only a muse for you
Just a girl to use for you
Glitter dust
You come to me in my dreams
You tell me this isn't what I think
But have you asked me?
Do you really want to know...
Who you are
Or, will you run before your told
I bleed, I seek, I need
The wounds run deep
But bonds forever untold
You'll always feel me...
Feel meeeee
Sweet precious sky
Teardrops at dawn
Smeared colored eyes
Are gifts you give to me
Look what you've done to us
You called me here
So here I come
Two flames ever burning, ever more
We will always beeeee
You will always feeeel meeeee forevermore
Skies at dawn is what we'll look for
Mar 4, 2024
Mar 4, 2024 at 12:16 PM UTC
I have never met you
but if I could tell you
It sounds like you were lovely
I get this world is hard
Often times I have been consumed by the darkness
In the pain I see the pleasure
I get you could only feel the pain
I hear the birds chirp
New life begins to emerge
I know you could not see these things
But I want you to know they saw you
If there was ever love
It's love for another who is lost
The love is unconditional and without expectation
In your hurt
There was a world of people
Who loved you
I know some have cried
Some have been angered
Some are frozen
Some will heal
Some may take time
These feelings will not be forgotten
And, the truth is sometimes to be a human is to be lost
Dear one, know you were a friend
Know you were loved
Know the hurt is because you were loved
Know I know you were lost
Feb 15, 2024
Feb 15, 2024 at 10:08 AM UTC
I do not want to be your Rose
Or your Aphrodite
Don't call me your Muse
Or baby girl
I want you to see me
For the scar on my neck
The wrinkles on my legs
The flab upon belly
I want you to love me when I am depressed
When I am sick, snot overflowing
Perfectly imperfect and a real fcking mess
Buy me flowers when I do not give you ***
I want you to know me to know me
Not because you want or need something from me
I want you to feel with you heart
And, speak with your chest
Because you to know yourself
I want you to love me to love me
Not to know what love is or to have someone to love you
I am so tired of being the girl that enchants a man
Simply because she is a woman
Don't speak to me unless you want to actually listen
Don't say you understand if you do not care to
Don't ask me my dreams, hopes, fears, desires and more if simply for a second you want to escape this madhouse we are all in
I am a woman
Hear me roar
Hear me be reborn
I am not here for you
I am not yours
I am here for my delight
I am here for my amusement
I am here for my joy
My pleasure
My happy ending
You simply get to be a part of my story
But not my whole story
Learn to love because you are love
Learn to grow because you want to evolve
Learn to listen because you want to also be heard
Learn to be in partnership with a woman because you are a man worthy of her
Feb 2, 2024
Feb 2, 2024 at 6:29 PM UTC
hey there molly
how are you doing tonight
im wild and free just being me
lets get lost in the night
the thing is you cant tame a ****
you gotta let it be
hey there molly
can we dance and stay up all night
maybe kiss the stars
and lie in the grass
oh this feels so right
me and you here tonight
hey there molly
i wish you could see the flowers in your hair
and how much I care
let's sway back and forth
hearts to hearts
you can love free and i'll love me
together forever
soul, spirit and the wind
hey there molly
Jul 16, 2023
Jul 16, 2023 at 2:17 PM UTC
crimson black roses
and the kiss of death
been avoiding you for most of my life
how did we get here
I see a blank canvas
But no paints to color with
the void has widen
and black nothingness consumes me
the truth
the lies
all the same to me
you wanted me to get here
I am convinced
to feel the nothingness
and the crimson kiss of death
so now I lie
floating in the abyss
no longer able to lie to myself
you can't fool or convince a bullshitter
all the lies and truths combine
there is no right
no wrong
to exist
is to be
and to be is to know
there is nothing left
the end is death.
And, I'll forever question whyyyy?
You needed me to feel this
Jun 8, 2023
Jun 8, 2023 at 1:05 PM UTC
I have known always how to be the desirable one
I have never known until now to be Desired by myself.
May 11, 2023
May 11, 2023 at 12:35 PM UTC
The vast unknown has for me been a very difficult place to be
or so I assumed
However, it was the knowingness that consumed me
If I knew what to expect and it didn't happen, wasn't as successful or precise than I lived in despair and demise
I don't know what is happening I told my lover
I don't know where this path leads us
In the unknowing I have found my happiness
And, when I try to know is when despair happens
The vast infinite unknown waits for all of us
It consumes us
But when we free fall into it
Look around and enjoy it
Something that felt so scary before now feels like infinite glory
Will you step into the unknown with me
Will you take my hand
I cannot lead for I do not where we are going
You cannot lead because you do not know as well
But together we can hold hands, be right beside each other
Discovering
Journeying
Being
Exploring
In the VAST UNKNOWN
Together
May 11, 2023
May 11, 2023 at 12:33 PM UTC