They tell you to be yourself,
Then they judge you...
May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 11:37 AM UTC
Id rather be poor and have nothing instead of being rich and have everything
Sep 13, 2015
Sep 13, 2015 at 12:21 PM UTC
Big blue eyes
Most gorgeous you'd ever seen
Shy smile
Trade mark family chubby cheeks
Staring at this photo of us three
We're only babies
Hadn't seen you for years
Family drift apart you see
But in my heart and
This photograph you'll always be.
Was sat on a wall today
And you crossed my mind
As I spoke to a friend
About Past times
And the emotion hit
I cried unexpectedly
I remember as my Dad told me
I didn't believe it
Till Dre rang me up the next minute
I said it out loud
And my voice cracked
Said I'd have to ring back
Sweet 16
Just survived major brain surgery
Chucked over the wall
And left slumped in the cold
like a Rag doll
Probably mistaken for drunk,
Out cold, another wasted teen
Yeah another wasted teen
but not in that sense,
he took your life
***** and murdered at Sweet 16
Two years younger than me
Doing well, despite adversity
Following your hopes and dreams
befriended this fiend
out of kindness and pity
He showed you none
Makes me angry
In court they tried to take away responsibility
By saying he had learning difficulties
And was high on ****
But he left you in that alley
And walked back home casually
No sign of sorry
Not even now.
You'd be 21 this year
And I can't help but wonder
What you'd be doing
if you were here
I walk past the salon and see your
Little sister doing hair
All grown up
And for a moment I stare
See her shy smile
And I become well aware
Of what strength truly is.
And truth is, I don't know
If I believe in all what lies above
But what I do know is this;
You were loved,
you ARE loved
And I don't believe
anything lies above that
It's everlasting.
You didn't get enough time
And neither did he
But that will never take away
From all the moments you did see
So maybe I can put down this photograph
Cause I don't need to See to Believe
In all that you are And will always be
Much more than just a tragedy,
Big blue eyes, shy smile
and trade mark chubby cheeks
You're Our Jessie.
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 12:50 PM UTC
If you dont want to hear every word i said that could make you laugh, im sorry
If i didnt try to make an effort, im sorry
If i was ugly, im sorry
If i was stupid, im sorry
If i wasnt funny, im sorry
i'll dive into the pier
And never come back
Simply disappear
Im sorry that im weird
Feb 20, 2015
Feb 20, 2015 at 11:05 PM UTC
Im sorry that i came on too strong
I know
Everythings my fault
I dont know why im still standin
When i should just leave
Sit all alone
Cry and grieve
Cause i cant accept
That thing you told me
How we were forbidden to be
If i cant get through this
Let me R.I.P
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 11:09 PM UTC
When im all alone
Which is everyday
I feel nothing but pain
Sad and alone
Goin insane
Knowing thats how i'll be
Throughout my whole life
Maybe i was born to be a loser
Born to become sad every single day
My head hurts
Then i burst
Into those emotional tears
Feeling empty
While nobody sees
Not even that one special person
Who doesnt want me
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 9:11 PM UTC
The only way to fix your problems is to face towards them and run through them
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 9:03 PM UTC
There are secrets you dont know
My love
How so you ask
We talk from day to day
But yet i mumble what i want to say
Dont know if you want me to stay
I only want to tell you upfront
And take you on a midnight walk
Looking at beautiful blue eyes
Saying that I.....
Love you
But thing is
Who i am behind the shadow is not me
Cause i think i already told you my feeling
As it is not meant to be
Only you have to see
Feb 19, 2015
Feb 19, 2015 at 12:50 PM UTC
The sound of danger erupts once again
As the ambulence comes
Echoing around the soft parade
No one seems to care anymore
As everyone has the lust for those same actions
Now we're divided up into different factions
She came home to find herself feeling weird
Drunk and dizzy
Wobbling and throbbing
She picks up the phone
And calls her friend lizzy
But as the phone rings, there seems to be
Some kind of acompany
Rat-tat tat tat tat
He puts her to bed
He exits the door
Excited for more
He breathes heavenly
His eyes look red
Walking down the street is just another outcast
Encounters all these weird, sad, hectic illusions
With no help in sight
Not one solution
Now down the street
Not very far
Comes the menace to society
Taking out the human
Saying in his head
Congratulations you win
And down the town
Comes a large big crowd
The danger again, erupts into a sound
Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 9:13 PM UTC
Whenever they see me
Feeling all down
People ask me
That one question,
"Are you okay?"
I say
"Im fine"
F:faliure
I:impossible, insecure
N:negative, not good enough, nothing
E:empty
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 5:25 PM UTC