Why can men not figure you out?
One may say they talk in code. and
Men try all theirs lives to solve it, but an
Eternity comes before they do.
No more trying to solve it, just guess and check
Feb 23, 2015
Feb 23, 2015 at 5:39 PM UTC
One day the sun will burst
And darkness will fill the sky
Your mouth will die of thirst
As your body remains still to die
But this is not now
Nor is it seen soon
So don't be so slow
And reach for the stars and moon
Live your life for yourself
And experience it all
Stack the memories on your shelf
For life is one big ball
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 11:37 PM UTC
I used
every
single
bit of
energy
that I had
Now I am
empty
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 3:13 AM UTC
Wanting to die
Not wanting to **** myself
Wanting to feel
Not wanting the endless pain
Realizing I'm alone
With pain that no one knows
Asking for God to stop this game
Because I'm nothing but a shame
Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 11:40 PM UTC
My emotions are high
My thoughts are racing
But my hands refuse to let go
As my words are rocky and my phrases rough
This feeling is new to me
A Depression that adapts and changes
One that shows no comfort
And consumes you whole
How do I deal with such a foe
I'm unaware and afraid
As it is cunning and smart
Using my mind against me
I fear the worst will come
From the weight of this confusion
My legs are shaking
And the knife has been sharpened
Blood is what my depression wants
Blood is what my depression needs
My Blood given to it by me
Feb 1, 2015
Feb 1, 2015 at 2:47 PM UTC
The pain is severe
That lays on my shoulders
And my legs will give out
To the pressure of perfection
I love her so much
but perhaps it isn't meant to be
I will think of you
In silent for no one to see
Jan 31, 2015
Jan 31, 2015 at 11:39 PM UTC
Stuck inside this body
Unable to leave
I wish it would all end
So I could be free
Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 10:05 PM UTC
Thinking of that one person
Every morning I wake up
Hoping to be with that one person
With every breath
With every heart beat
Wishing I had that one person
In every dream
In every thought
Realizing that I love that one person
Through all the hardships
Through all the mistakes
Thinking of that one person
Every night before I fall asleep
May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 2:25 AM UTC
I'm Sorry
I will
never be
good enough
for you
Mom and Dad
Apr 17, 2014
Apr 17, 2014 at 4:07 AM UTC
I'm sorry
I became
Such a burden
To all
Of you
In this world
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 12:15 AM UTC