daria - Hello Poetry

No. I will not let sadness creep in. No. You cannot control my thoughts. But do you know what goes on inside? I think not. Or if you do, then you must be cruel. Because I worshiped you. I cared about you more then anyone, and how do you repay me? By filling HER heart with joy, and THEIR hearts with friendship, but not mine, no. Not me, with my fuzzy jacket and messy hair. My glasses, braces and no make up on. You laugh and be cool but I know you changed. You used to laugh with me and not against me, but now I know. The girls with make up plastered on their faces, and the boys with their styled hair and backwards caps are yours. But never can be mine. So I am never to be yours, and you will never touch my heart which is to people whom I love, divine.

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Feb 11, 2015

Feb 11, 2015 at 1:20 AM UTC

Breaking

No. I will not let sadness creep in. No. You cannot control my thoughts. But do you know what goes on inside? I think not. Or if you do, then you must be cruel. Because I worshiped you. I cared about you more then anyone, and how do you repay me? By filling HER heart with joy, and THEIR hearts with friendship, but not mine, no. Not me, with my fuzzy jacket and messy hair. My glasses, braces and no make up on. You laugh and be cool but I know you changed. You used to laugh with me and not against me, but now I know. The girls with make up plastered on their faces, and the boys with their styled hair and backwards caps are yours. But never can be mine. So I am never to be yours, and you will never touch my heart which is to people whom I love, divine.

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He's so beautiful and handsome and perfect every way. He shows the lust that bothers others, but not me- it never will. His darkness and his evil unveil magically, and once I look into his eyes, he'll easily control me. But sadly there's no magic, no flying to a land. A land that's filled with happiness and pixie dust and sand. The sand will glow from moonlight and happiness alike, But if I step into that land, I won't return, my love. I must let go of whats holding me. My very own child. How cruel, how wicked, and terrible if I ever had to lie. To lie that I would rather stay here with you than him. A lie that never bothered, but one that cannot stay. So off you go, hold on to that shadow, my happiness can only be here. On this magical island of happiness, my Neverland with Peter.

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Dec 9, 2014

Dec 9, 2014 at 1:38 AM UTC

Pan

He's so beautiful and handsome and perfect every way. He shows the lust that bothers others, but not me- it never will. His darkness and his evil unveil magically, and once I look into his eyes, he'll easily control me. But sadly there's no magic, no flying to a land. A land that's filled with happiness and pixie dust and sand. The sand will glow from moonlight and happiness alike, But if I step into that land, I won't return, my love. I must let go of whats holding me. My very own child. How cruel, how wicked, and terrible if I ever had to lie. To lie that I would rather stay here with you than him. A lie that never bothered, but one that cannot stay. So off you go, hold on to that shadow, my happiness can only be here. On this magical island of happiness, my Neverland with Peter.

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Never looking back! Never thinking twice Had you on my mind.. Turning me to ice. Now I'm free to run! Heading to the sun Always on the run Never going back Or to stop and think That would make me sick Always on the run Its the runner's high. Never looking back Don't even say goodbye Now I'm out of time! Time to sprint away Spare my breath for me Say nothing in return.. Running in between Going on full blast Never looking back Never thinking twice Always on the run It's the runners high.

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Oct 1, 2014

Oct 1, 2014 at 11:58 PM UTC

Runner's High

Never looking back! Never thinking twice Had you on my mind.. Turning me to ice. Now I'm free to run! Heading to the sun Always on the run Never going back Or to stop and think That would make me sick Always on the run Its the runner's high. Never looking back Don't even say goodbye Now I'm out of time! Time to sprint away Spare my breath for me Say nothing in return.. Running in between Going on full blast Never looking back Never thinking twice Always on the run It's the runners high.

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I freak out. Where did you go?! You texted me just like a minute ago!! I cant even breath, how will i survive? Without you i cant see any **** light! But there you are again, a reply to my text. I can relax, and finally take a breath. I cant handle being alone like that. I should, but I just freaking cant. Sometimes I feel Im addicted to you. When the cravings get rough Im not in the mood for anything else. I want you, i need you, it doesn't make sense. I wish it would stop For its breaking my heart. You wont always stay with me We'll drift some apart. were opposites, i know this. Me the responsible, controlling one. And you having fun just breathing the sun. It may seem like a game to you, but its different to me. many times because of you I felt my heart bleed. Remember that time when you didnt come over? Because of a guy you met on my birthday? Well it made me cry. Not cry but shatter. A puddle of tears that to you just doesnt seem to matter. Come on! You would say, its no big of a deal! I cant explain how that makes me feel. Like you shredded my soul. Like your not my friend. like i dont mean a thing to you, it was all for pretend. Are you undercover? Am i just some help? Why should I be loyal when you leave me dead? You shatter my heart, make me explode, I busrt into tears But no. You just cant handle it all. Youll smirk and let the whole thing fall. I know i cant trust you, i must stop this now, But I realize that my emotions are keeping me down. I can never "unfriend" you. Im bounded too tight. Without you I wont be able to see your blue light. I'd leave, but being too loyal to you, i'd never do anything to really harm you. In the end well always stay friends, Cause we know were the only ones who can understand each other the best.

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Aug 18, 2014

Aug 18, 2014 at 2:39 AM UTC

Besties

I freak out. Where did you go?! You texted me just like a minute ago!! I cant even breath, how will i survive? Without you i cant see any **** light! But there you are again, a reply to my text. I can relax, and finally take a breath. I cant handle being alone like that. I should, but I just freaking cant. Sometimes I feel Im addicted to you. When the cravings get rough Im not in the mood for anything else. I want you, i need you, it doesn't make sense. I wish it would stop For its breaking my heart. You wont always stay with me We'll drift some apart. were opposites, i know this. Me the responsible, controlling one. And you having fun just breathing the sun. It may seem like a game to you, but its different to me. many times because of you I felt my heart bleed. Remember that time when you didnt come over? Because of a guy you met on my birthday? Well it made me cry. Not cry but shatter. A puddle of tears that to you just doesnt seem to matter. Come on! You would say, its no big of a deal! I cant explain how that makes me feel. Like you shredded my soul. Like your not my friend. like i dont mean a thing to you, it was all for pretend. Are you undercover? Am i just some help? Why should I be loyal when you leave me dead? You shatter my heart, make me explode, I busrt into tears But no. You just cant handle it all. Youll smirk and let the whole thing fall. I know i cant trust you, i must stop this now, But I realize that my emotions are keeping me down. I can never "unfriend" you. Im bounded too tight. Without you I wont be able to see your blue light. I'd leave, but being too loyal to you, i'd never do anything to really harm you. In the end well always stay friends, Cause we know were the only ones who can understand each other the best.

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There is something about your smile that makes me want to stay Something about your eyes that sparkle remind me of morning rain. Something in that hair of yours that makes it worth the while.. Something in that mind of yours that really makes me smile. Too bad I crave so much That you werent ready for My exploding emotions that spilled over you When you simply just sent me a heart, I wanted you, I thought of you But you didnt want me back. Why did you send that heart of yours? It melted me like gold. I felt so bright, until our fight, which ended cold as stone. You also had a brother, Too bad he was your twin. I mixed you both, It made me cry that you both looked the same. You probably don't even care right now This was just a summer fling.. But youll never know that when of you I let go How deep my sorrow is. I visited your house once, And saw the both of you. But you stabbed me again, with your morning rain, and made me unhappy again. You sat there motionless, cold. Ignoring my faint hello. You walked right by me without even a glance, And both pretended to be in a trance. Im sure you found love with another girl Im sure shes delighted Oh lucky her. But this is just life And it's sure to repeat, But oh how gruesome To admit my defeat.

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Aug 18, 2014

Aug 18, 2014 at 2:13 AM UTC

Rain

There is something about your smile that makes me want to stay Something about your eyes that sparkle remind me of morning rain. Something in that hair of yours that makes it worth the while.. Something in that mind of yours that really makes me smile. Too bad I crave so much That you werent ready for My exploding emotions that spilled over you When you simply just sent me a heart, I wanted you, I thought of you But you didnt want me back. Why did you send that heart of yours? It melted me like gold. I felt so bright, until our fight, which ended cold as stone. You also had a brother, Too bad he was your twin. I mixed you both, It made me cry that you both looked the same. You probably don't even care right now This was just a summer fling.. But youll never know that when of you I let go How deep my sorrow is. I visited your house once, And saw the both of you. But you stabbed me again, with your morning rain, and made me unhappy again. You sat there motionless, cold. Ignoring my faint hello. You walked right by me without even a glance, And both pretended to be in a trance. Im sure you found love with another girl Im sure shes delighted Oh lucky her. But this is just life And it's sure to repeat, But oh how gruesome To admit my defeat.

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I was standing on the edge of silence But as I tried to fall A sound of someone screaming Stopped my silent fall It was the world around me I couldn't escape the sounds So I tried the edge of silence For the millionth time now. This loud, bright void of voices Seem to drown out peace But sadly the edge of silence Wasnt something I could achieve My mind went blank I was lazy and tired To communicate and listen to the world.. But we live here now And thats all here now, So I try to embrace Try to make space For this very loud, bright colored noise.

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Aug 18, 2014

Aug 18, 2014 at 1:58 AM UTC

Life?

I was standing on the edge of silence But as I tried to fall A sound of someone screaming Stopped my silent fall It was the world around me I couldn't escape the sounds So I tried the edge of silence For the millionth time now. This loud, bright void of voices Seem to drown out peace But sadly the edge of silence Wasnt something I could achieve My mind went blank I was lazy and tired To communicate and listen to the world.. But we live here now And thats all here now, So I try to embrace Try to make space For this very loud, bright colored noise.

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Please. I ask you to hear me. Why you ignore me, there's nothing to fear. I showed ignorance and pained for what you have done. But now that pain is gone and I want more. You made me feel safe and happy I felt true love for you and had tears of joy... Never did I feel so left alone, so abandoned like there's no home. I left my birthplace, I came to this place but you still act like I don't belong.. I loved you and still will if you turn around and speak your love for me! Sadness sweeps my heart I need a way to part But there is no way I feel lost, and as if I must be cold to you too. So please, I'm begging you, I love you and want to feel your warmth again, and if you don't reply I will gladly leave you, and in my mind, far away from you, I will silently die.

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Jun 26, 2014

Jun 26, 2014 at 3:35 AM UTC

Please

Please. I ask you to hear me. Why you ignore me, there's nothing to fear. I showed ignorance and pained for what you have done. But now that pain is gone and I want more. You made me feel safe and happy I felt true love for you and had tears of joy... Never did I feel so left alone, so abandoned like there's no home. I left my birthplace, I came to this place but you still act like I don't belong.. I loved you and still will if you turn around and speak your love for me! Sadness sweeps my heart I need a way to part But there is no way I feel lost, and as if I must be cold to you too. So please, I'm begging you, I love you and want to feel your warmth again, and if you don't reply I will gladly leave you, and in my mind, far away from you, I will silently die.

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Left me alone away from people you know Cant you see that you were meant for me Feelings die So many times before I felt like i would jump right out the door Instead I go and see a movie with my friends But after it shows I feel so locked up in my dreams I feel the need to grow large wings and fly away up high Where no one seems to care about the beauty of the sky And I know that we will never be as one! And i see that maybe you weren't meant to be with me, But i still dream without you. I see what things would be If you were meant for me I wish i could forget the feelings i regret Those words that would escape my trembling lips My love is just too deep You wont ever see I want to fly away to a magical place. So dont come looking I won't turn back this time If ignorance is what you want I'll give it to you just fine.

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Jun 9, 2014

Jun 9, 2014 at 8:29 PM UTC

Breathe

Left me alone away from people you know Cant you see that you were meant for me Feelings die So many times before I felt like i would jump right out the door Instead I go and see a movie with my friends But after it shows I feel so locked up in my dreams I feel the need to grow large wings and fly away up high Where no one seems to care about the beauty of the sky And I know that we will never be as one! And i see that maybe you weren't meant to be with me, But i still dream without you. I see what things would be If you were meant for me I wish i could forget the feelings i regret Those words that would escape my trembling lips My love is just too deep You wont ever see I want to fly away to a magical place. So dont come looking I won't turn back this time If ignorance is what you want I'll give it to you just fine.

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Late late late Im gonna be late So late in fact that everyone there Will have someone to hate Try try try To flee and run outside Theyr'e here! Theyr'e here! They'lle yell at me to hear. Stupid, lazy one I wanted to have time This time i cant control I fly but dont go Why why why why cant i be so quick so quick and skilled and organized To get outside on time.

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Jun 9, 2014

Jun 9, 2014 at 8:22 PM UTC

Late

Late late late Im gonna be late So late in fact that everyone there Will have someone to hate Try try try To flee and run outside Theyr'e here! Theyr'e here! They'lle yell at me to hear. Stupid, lazy one I wanted to have time This time i cant control I fly but dont go Why why why why cant i be so quick so quick and skilled and organized To get outside on time.

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This plainess that I feel right now, is really quite an art. The people yelling feverishly are all but just a part. A part of this humongous ocean tide called life. It seems like just a day ago, I felt I needed more I needed visibility, love, and more, more, more. It feels like just the purity and carelessness of life is that what I so needed in my attempts at living life. It turns out you dont have to worry you don't have to think about your looks, who loves you and about what you should think. Apparently this stillness, this plainess that's inside, this easy going carelessness that you don't have to hide is just what people notice about you wanting more about you craving love and attention and what's for you in store. They'll crave for your attention and will want to be with you. It's funny how instead of you They're the ones craving more.

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Jun 9, 2014

Jun 9, 2014 at 8:07 PM UTC

Stillness

This plainess that I feel right now, is really quite an art. The people yelling feverishly are all but just a part. A part of this humongous ocean tide called life. It seems like just a day ago, I felt I needed more I needed visibility, love, and more, more, more. It feels like just the purity and carelessness of life is that what I so needed in my attempts at living life. It turns out you dont have to worry you don't have to think about your looks, who loves you and about what you should think. Apparently this stillness, this plainess that's inside, this easy going carelessness that you don't have to hide is just what people notice about you wanting more about you craving love and attention and what's for you in store. They'll crave for your attention and will want to be with you. It's funny how instead of you They're the ones craving more.

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